fulltimesucks
21-04-08, 20:37
Ello, ello...
This is me:
-21, Male
-Have been taking (Gen) Alprazolam for 1.5years now, and am VERY addicted.
-Work 40hours a week (or try REALLY hard too)
-At work I get withdrawals/cravings for Alprazolam (ZANAX), which include BLURRED vision, sometimes to the point of insane anxiety.
-Last time I had a full blown panic attack was at a crowded hockey game, felt trapped... got dizzy, hot flashes, sweats, completely exhausted, and my heart was in my throat.. ended up waiting for the girlfriend in the car (I was surprised I made it out there ..)
-I feel overly anxious daily too, (checking my pulse, getting dizzy, one pupil going bigger then the other, blurred vision -mix of withdrawals and anxiety-)
- I am ASHAMED at what I put the people that I love through, and now I am feeling symptoms of depression .. lol .. so life is just dandy =D .. guess im preaching to the choir though :)
- My doctor tried switching me to Citalopram .. no luck (thats when I had my anxiety attack at the game (a couple weeks into that medication) .. it made me feel WIRED.
- And now I have a bottle of APO - PAROXETINE in front of me to try next .. (along with my alprazolam.. until 6 weeks into being on Parox .. then I will slowly reduce my alpraz intake.. 0.75mg 3 times a day)
-Its really hard to do this, dont know if I want to even try it ..might not be able to work .. might get fired.. then im screwed.
---- NO ONE EVER USE ALPRAZOLAM FOR MORE THEN 1MONTH!! IT IS THE WORST DRUG EVER! ---- I hate the dr who prescribed it ..
This is me:
-21, Male
-Have been taking (Gen) Alprazolam for 1.5years now, and am VERY addicted.
-Work 40hours a week (or try REALLY hard too)
-At work I get withdrawals/cravings for Alprazolam (ZANAX), which include BLURRED vision, sometimes to the point of insane anxiety.
-Last time I had a full blown panic attack was at a crowded hockey game, felt trapped... got dizzy, hot flashes, sweats, completely exhausted, and my heart was in my throat.. ended up waiting for the girlfriend in the car (I was surprised I made it out there ..)
-I feel overly anxious daily too, (checking my pulse, getting dizzy, one pupil going bigger then the other, blurred vision -mix of withdrawals and anxiety-)
- I am ASHAMED at what I put the people that I love through, and now I am feeling symptoms of depression .. lol .. so life is just dandy =D .. guess im preaching to the choir though :)
- My doctor tried switching me to Citalopram .. no luck (thats when I had my anxiety attack at the game (a couple weeks into that medication) .. it made me feel WIRED.
- And now I have a bottle of APO - PAROXETINE in front of me to try next .. (along with my alprazolam.. until 6 weeks into being on Parox .. then I will slowly reduce my alpraz intake.. 0.75mg 3 times a day)
-Its really hard to do this, dont know if I want to even try it ..might not be able to work .. might get fired.. then im screwed.
---- NO ONE EVER USE ALPRAZOLAM FOR MORE THEN 1MONTH!! IT IS THE WORST DRUG EVER! ---- I hate the dr who prescribed it ..