redrose
06-05-08, 00:24
I don't often post on here but come on and do a lot of reading on the forums.
Tonight i have been feeling down in the dumps.
Just been having a disgusstion with my other half as to the way i am feeling..
I am a very tidy person and do my house work everyday if it needs doing or not(can't help myself) its an obsession of mine.
My other half is such a lazy person around the house and will not lift a finger to help.
Bascily i have to do everything from the cooking to the cleaning of windows and doing the garden.
He will find any excuse to get out of doing anything.
Well i had a go at him and he just sat there letting it go in one ear and out the other.
I feel like i am being used all the time, and he has no respect for what i do around the house.
Basicly i think he takes me for granted,as he well knows that if he won't do it it will get my back up and i will end up doing it myself.
So when he had left the room i self harmed myself by burning my arm putting a cig out on it.Have done this before but not for a while.until tonight.
He is really pushing me to the limits now as i don't want to be used and taken for granted,i don't even feel loved any more.
So maybe i am not worth anything any more, and i think he likes to see me suffer.
What can i do?
Tonight i have been feeling down in the dumps.
Just been having a disgusstion with my other half as to the way i am feeling..
I am a very tidy person and do my house work everyday if it needs doing or not(can't help myself) its an obsession of mine.
My other half is such a lazy person around the house and will not lift a finger to help.
Bascily i have to do everything from the cooking to the cleaning of windows and doing the garden.
He will find any excuse to get out of doing anything.
Well i had a go at him and he just sat there letting it go in one ear and out the other.
I feel like i am being used all the time, and he has no respect for what i do around the house.
Basicly i think he takes me for granted,as he well knows that if he won't do it it will get my back up and i will end up doing it myself.
So when he had left the room i self harmed myself by burning my arm putting a cig out on it.Have done this before but not for a while.until tonight.
He is really pushing me to the limits now as i don't want to be used and taken for granted,i don't even feel loved any more.
So maybe i am not worth anything any more, and i think he likes to see me suffer.
What can i do?