bluebell68
15-05-08, 22:32
Hi guys, i haven't posted for a while cos ive started to feel so much better and have found myself able to start getting back to my usually busy life but today has reminded me that anxiety is probably always gonna be a part of my life in some form or another..My daughter who left home recently has suffered from anxiety long ago, whilst at school but seemed to be doing so well for the last 4 or 5 years but today she contacted me after a whole night of panic attacks :weep: .... she is feeling so shaken up and just seems so fragile.. it breaks my heart...she has an important meeting at work tommoro and loads of prep to catch up on cos she felt so awful today that she had to take the day off.......i left work at lunch to see her and went back this evening but god i feel so useless....i soo wish i could just hug her and tell her everything is going to be ok like when she was little but anxiety just seems to run in our family like a curse! ...(i have other family members who suffer with it too).......i have always been really careful to hide my anxiety from my children and my daughter has only recently found out that i suffer with it too but i worry now that maybe her anxiety has been 'learned' from me somehow, or maybe its just hereditary,... i don't know, but i do know that i would do anything to take this burden from her, anything, but all i can do is support her and take care of her, which just doesn't seem enough. My other two daughters don't suffer from anxiety but one has inherited migraine from me which also runs in the family, so i feel guilty about that too :weep: ..i HATE HATE anxiety :mad: :mad: :mad: its so mean and cruel...........:weep:
For me, i can say... anxiety, do your worse and ill deal with it....but i wish i could tell it to LEAVE MY CHILD ALONE :mad: :weep: !!!!!
Hugs
Rachel
For me, i can say... anxiety, do your worse and ill deal with it....but i wish i could tell it to LEAVE MY CHILD ALONE :mad: :weep: !!!!!
Hugs
Rachel