mtatum4496
23-05-08, 15:36
A friend of mine, who is a counselor, posed a challenge to me yesterday. She challenged me to identify five specific desires of my heart in relation to my illness. She stressed they could not be more than five or less than five, and could not be general. After thinking about it for awhile, I came up with my five.
I'm sharing them here, hoping that perhaps this activity will provide some encouragement or inspiration for others.
Here's my five:
1. I desire to be in control enough to travel the five hundred miles that are between me and my son, gather him into my arms, and tell him face to face how much I love him.
2. I desire to feel joy, excitement, and anticipation of good things to come when someone calls and wants me to join him or her for a meal out, rather than stopping to wonder if the noise in the restaurant will be at a tolerable level so I won't have a panic attack or have to fight heightened levels of anxiety the entire time.
3. I desire to wake up in the morning with a sense of calm and happiness, and the drive to plunge into my daily tasks with zest and expectation.
4. I desire to be able to notice I am out of eggs, and be able to jump in the car and head to the market with no hesitation or uncertainty.
5. I desire to be able to wake up one morning, judge it to be a beautiful day, and take off for the coast and spend the day playing in the water and laying in the sun, without giving my mental and emotional state a second thought.
I'm sharing them here, hoping that perhaps this activity will provide some encouragement or inspiration for others.
Here's my five:
1. I desire to be in control enough to travel the five hundred miles that are between me and my son, gather him into my arms, and tell him face to face how much I love him.
2. I desire to feel joy, excitement, and anticipation of good things to come when someone calls and wants me to join him or her for a meal out, rather than stopping to wonder if the noise in the restaurant will be at a tolerable level so I won't have a panic attack or have to fight heightened levels of anxiety the entire time.
3. I desire to wake up in the morning with a sense of calm and happiness, and the drive to plunge into my daily tasks with zest and expectation.
4. I desire to be able to notice I am out of eggs, and be able to jump in the car and head to the market with no hesitation or uncertainty.
5. I desire to be able to wake up one morning, judge it to be a beautiful day, and take off for the coast and spend the day playing in the water and laying in the sun, without giving my mental and emotional state a second thought.