Tulip
26-05-08, 21:28
Hi Everyone,
Its a long time since I posted on here but things have just got worse. I have Multiple Sclerosis so have a variety of health issues but just now I have pain after passing urine and constant abdominal pain. I have had a couple of major panic attacks since yesterday and can't eat and can't stop crying. I had a serious kidney infection when I was 13 (I'm now 50) and I'm terrified that this will happen again. I've been plagued with uti's for many years but things got better when I started taking a natural remedy (Not sure whether I can mention it so I won't as it may seem like an endorsement of it) However despite me upping my dosage of it things are no better. I will try and see my doctor tomorrow but I am so frightened I can hardly explain it. I've just started having CBT sessions and will have to miss tomorrows because of this. Not sure whether they will help me anyway.
I feel so guilty as my husband is having to put up with this madness and he is currently having problems with his heart. Its possible he may have a hole in his heart which may have caused clots to leak out and has caused two TIA's so far. I feel I am putting him under more stress and his problem is ongoing and still under investigation. I feel so pitiful to be getting in this state. I just want it to stop.
I'm just trying to put my feelings down so it doesn't matter if people don't reply.
Best wishes to you all
Tulip
Its a long time since I posted on here but things have just got worse. I have Multiple Sclerosis so have a variety of health issues but just now I have pain after passing urine and constant abdominal pain. I have had a couple of major panic attacks since yesterday and can't eat and can't stop crying. I had a serious kidney infection when I was 13 (I'm now 50) and I'm terrified that this will happen again. I've been plagued with uti's for many years but things got better when I started taking a natural remedy (Not sure whether I can mention it so I won't as it may seem like an endorsement of it) However despite me upping my dosage of it things are no better. I will try and see my doctor tomorrow but I am so frightened I can hardly explain it. I've just started having CBT sessions and will have to miss tomorrows because of this. Not sure whether they will help me anyway.
I feel so guilty as my husband is having to put up with this madness and he is currently having problems with his heart. Its possible he may have a hole in his heart which may have caused clots to leak out and has caused two TIA's so far. I feel I am putting him under more stress and his problem is ongoing and still under investigation. I feel so pitiful to be getting in this state. I just want it to stop.
I'm just trying to put my feelings down so it doesn't matter if people don't reply.
Best wishes to you all
Tulip