mlondon
29-05-08, 23:14
Hi
I have planned a trip to Holland to see a good friend who has lived there for the past year. I have been putting it off since she moved but it is her birthday. This is a really big hurdle for me. What makes it worse is she is unable to meet me when I arrive. I have to get a bus from the airport to the train station and then a train for 50 mins. What if I panic and can't think straight, I am trully scared I am going to panic and end up lost and alone and die. I know that sounds extreme but that is my biggest fear and just thinking about it makes my head fuzzy.
I am not going until July and don't want to keep thinking about it until then as it will only make it worse.
Any suggestions....
I have planned a trip to Holland to see a good friend who has lived there for the past year. I have been putting it off since she moved but it is her birthday. This is a really big hurdle for me. What makes it worse is she is unable to meet me when I arrive. I have to get a bus from the airport to the train station and then a train for 50 mins. What if I panic and can't think straight, I am trully scared I am going to panic and end up lost and alone and die. I know that sounds extreme but that is my biggest fear and just thinking about it makes my head fuzzy.
I am not going until July and don't want to keep thinking about it until then as it will only make it worse.
Any suggestions....