uppy1
30-05-08, 15:47
Hi,
For the last couple of weeks I have been having an aching jaw (on and off) along with aches in the chest. I am still excercising (bit afraid). 13 miles on bike every other day. Since starting with panic disorder over 18 years ago (now 43), I have been to casualty about 4 times (ECG'S clear and bloods) last one 12 months ago again clear. Could I have possibly developed angina (my blood pressure is high at times because of stress anxiety). My body feels like it's been trapped in a vice. This started with me having Gerd (which ironically seems to have cleared up) and me awaiting the endoscopy (June 3rd).
I am currently on the verge of going to A&E, to ask for another ECG. Part of me says " I've been here before" and the other says " are you sure it's not serious this time. If I go and they find nothing I will feel ashamed and a fraud and by the same tune if they find something (like angina heart desease) I would be devastated because I have always tried to keep my self fit and active. I am pushing myself to continue playing sport Badminton 2 hours a week Football 1 hour plus bike rides.
The reason why I am on the bike is to get some practice in for the Manchester to Blackpool Bike ride (charity event in aid of Christie's Hospital cancer).
I am so frightened of letting people down (sponsors), I am getting quite depressed I am not enjoying anything. My whole posture and demeanour is terrible.
Sorry to rant on
Thanks for listening
Uppy:shrug:
For the last couple of weeks I have been having an aching jaw (on and off) along with aches in the chest. I am still excercising (bit afraid). 13 miles on bike every other day. Since starting with panic disorder over 18 years ago (now 43), I have been to casualty about 4 times (ECG'S clear and bloods) last one 12 months ago again clear. Could I have possibly developed angina (my blood pressure is high at times because of stress anxiety). My body feels like it's been trapped in a vice. This started with me having Gerd (which ironically seems to have cleared up) and me awaiting the endoscopy (June 3rd).
I am currently on the verge of going to A&E, to ask for another ECG. Part of me says " I've been here before" and the other says " are you sure it's not serious this time. If I go and they find nothing I will feel ashamed and a fraud and by the same tune if they find something (like angina heart desease) I would be devastated because I have always tried to keep my self fit and active. I am pushing myself to continue playing sport Badminton 2 hours a week Football 1 hour plus bike rides.
The reason why I am on the bike is to get some practice in for the Manchester to Blackpool Bike ride (charity event in aid of Christie's Hospital cancer).
I am so frightened of letting people down (sponsors), I am getting quite depressed I am not enjoying anything. My whole posture and demeanour is terrible.
Sorry to rant on
Thanks for listening
Uppy:shrug: