jellybean43
13-06-08, 17:19
Hi
Well after my worries earlier in the week about night sweats and gums bleeding(thankfully not happened since---maybe cos the nights are cooler and i have got a softer brush for my teeth!!!!!) I had been feeling a bit better.
Yesterday I got the bus to see my son---granted not miles away(9 but takes half hour on bus) but it is a big achievement for me as i always make excuses not to do stuff and then we had a our lunch out and went to see the new house he is buying.
I felt on a high when i got home and hadnt given my anxiety a second thought.
Today however is a different story. I have had to stop in to catch up with jobs and stuff and sitting here at the computer i can feel my groin just twinging.
I then begin to poke/prod again and keep analysing whether the bump i can feel(as i said in previous posts OH seems to have similiar thing in groin and my GP said he couldnt feel anything when i got it checked in April!!!!!!) is just the same size etc.
I then make myself feel near to tears by prodding it and worrying again about lymphoma!!
Now, yesterday i had had a really good nights sleep the night before and felt great. Last night i didnt sleep aswell and lo and behold i have felt loads more anxious.
Can anyone else reassure me that they can feel bumps etc in groin and that poking it is causing it to hurt???
I feel today i have slipped back after a couple of good days.
On a more positive note i have rung the CBT and I am half way up the list and she says it should be 6 weeks maximum waiting time----roll on!!!!!
xxx
Well after my worries earlier in the week about night sweats and gums bleeding(thankfully not happened since---maybe cos the nights are cooler and i have got a softer brush for my teeth!!!!!) I had been feeling a bit better.
Yesterday I got the bus to see my son---granted not miles away(9 but takes half hour on bus) but it is a big achievement for me as i always make excuses not to do stuff and then we had a our lunch out and went to see the new house he is buying.
I felt on a high when i got home and hadnt given my anxiety a second thought.
Today however is a different story. I have had to stop in to catch up with jobs and stuff and sitting here at the computer i can feel my groin just twinging.
I then begin to poke/prod again and keep analysing whether the bump i can feel(as i said in previous posts OH seems to have similiar thing in groin and my GP said he couldnt feel anything when i got it checked in April!!!!!!) is just the same size etc.
I then make myself feel near to tears by prodding it and worrying again about lymphoma!!
Now, yesterday i had had a really good nights sleep the night before and felt great. Last night i didnt sleep aswell and lo and behold i have felt loads more anxious.
Can anyone else reassure me that they can feel bumps etc in groin and that poking it is causing it to hurt???
I feel today i have slipped back after a couple of good days.
On a more positive note i have rung the CBT and I am half way up the list and she says it should be 6 weeks maximum waiting time----roll on!!!!!
xxx