turnthelighton
15-06-08, 14:34
I have posted before this week and things are getting worse, I think it is because I am on my own. DS is with his Dad this weekend.
I am really trying to relax and think I will do some gardening later to try and take my mind of things. I am not sleeping well and my head seems to be all over the place.
Some of you may know my two main worrys are my eye sight and hand tremor and the moment!
Yesterday I had convinced myself that it was all OK and it was my anxiety. thanks to the kind posts on here but today I am convinced it is a neurological disorder as this can effect and bring on my current symtoms.
My hand tremor is only in one hand and only happens when I hold my hands out straight palms down, it does not happen when my hand is resting etc.
I am meant to be cutting down on meds next month (fluoxetine) but I cant see this happening I am mess. I wish I could just get rid of it, I bet we all do.
I am fed up of crying and feeling sorry for myself. I feel totally selfish as I am wishing some horrible desease on myself.
Sorry for all the spelling mistakes and grammer, very worked up.
:scared15:
I am really trying to relax and think I will do some gardening later to try and take my mind of things. I am not sleeping well and my head seems to be all over the place.
Some of you may know my two main worrys are my eye sight and hand tremor and the moment!
Yesterday I had convinced myself that it was all OK and it was my anxiety. thanks to the kind posts on here but today I am convinced it is a neurological disorder as this can effect and bring on my current symtoms.
My hand tremor is only in one hand and only happens when I hold my hands out straight palms down, it does not happen when my hand is resting etc.
I am meant to be cutting down on meds next month (fluoxetine) but I cant see this happening I am mess. I wish I could just get rid of it, I bet we all do.
I am fed up of crying and feeling sorry for myself. I feel totally selfish as I am wishing some horrible desease on myself.
Sorry for all the spelling mistakes and grammer, very worked up.
:scared15: