bluesparkle
15-07-08, 14:00
my youngest (13)goes into hospital tomorrow for her pre-op appointment and then in on thur for an operation on her ears. . .
when i first heard i suddenly felt so alone then that passed in a matter of hours.
we got the date last week and since then i have been busy organising work , other kids , house etc. . . all has been fine.
i do not like hospitals but have had to go alone with my son last year and coped (but he was admitted without warning).
i know i will have to drive (hosp about an hour away) twice a day and i know it will be long days thought i was prepared for that.
ive bought things for my daughter and today packed them,
but now i feel so ill, it started with "jelly" legs, anxiety, and now i feel sick . . . i want to cry but i cant i must be strong, i am worried i may be ill but deep down i know its mr anxiety playing up.
my daughter suffers from anxiety/panic herself so i need to be strong.
i so wanted to leave posting until it was over and add to my success stories but i really need some support please.
rach
x
when i first heard i suddenly felt so alone then that passed in a matter of hours.
we got the date last week and since then i have been busy organising work , other kids , house etc. . . all has been fine.
i do not like hospitals but have had to go alone with my son last year and coped (but he was admitted without warning).
i know i will have to drive (hosp about an hour away) twice a day and i know it will be long days thought i was prepared for that.
ive bought things for my daughter and today packed them,
but now i feel so ill, it started with "jelly" legs, anxiety, and now i feel sick . . . i want to cry but i cant i must be strong, i am worried i may be ill but deep down i know its mr anxiety playing up.
my daughter suffers from anxiety/panic herself so i need to be strong.
i so wanted to leave posting until it was over and add to my success stories but i really need some support please.
rach
x