cardcraft
15-07-08, 15:13
I was given a link to this forum by someone I come across yesterday on another forum - and I thank them from the bottom of my heart as this looks like a fab place.
My name is Paula,Im 36 I live in Norfolk and I have suffered with agoraphobia/anxiety since 2001 - Ive alienated myself from what friends I did have and feel even more alone than ever, I hate living this life I have and I so want to move on but wonder why I cant seem to move on.
I seemed to have settled into this no mans land of a life where I cant go to work,I can go out but only a small radius of my house or if I go out with my husband - Im going to be quite frank and feel a bit bad to say this but I sometimes wonder if I wasnt with my husband would I be better......an odd thing to say I know but he's extremely quiet and doesnt have any friends and rather spend all his time with me - maybe,Im blaming him when I shouldnt be but I cant help think if he had friends and a social life that maybe....actually I dont know what I expect.
Sorry for the waffle......Im looking forward to getting to know people and being part of a community.
My name is Paula,Im 36 I live in Norfolk and I have suffered with agoraphobia/anxiety since 2001 - Ive alienated myself from what friends I did have and feel even more alone than ever, I hate living this life I have and I so want to move on but wonder why I cant seem to move on.
I seemed to have settled into this no mans land of a life where I cant go to work,I can go out but only a small radius of my house or if I go out with my husband - Im going to be quite frank and feel a bit bad to say this but I sometimes wonder if I wasnt with my husband would I be better......an odd thing to say I know but he's extremely quiet and doesnt have any friends and rather spend all his time with me - maybe,Im blaming him when I shouldnt be but I cant help think if he had friends and a social life that maybe....actually I dont know what I expect.
Sorry for the waffle......Im looking forward to getting to know people and being part of a community.