JoT
18-07-08, 15:11
Hi, just need a rant as I'm having an off day today. :weep:
My partner is out of town, he has been helping a lot with ferrying the kids about while I've not been well - but I had to do it myself today. I've been on the meds for nearly 3 weeks and thought I was feeling better, but I woke this morning with that horrible feeling of dread.
I think its a combination of having my period, tiredness, J being away and knowing I have to ferry the kids about myself today.
So, I took them to gym and the car journey was awful, rising panic the whole time, felt like turning back a few times but battled on after a few sprays of rescue remedy.
Then the first car park was full so we found another one and I scraped my car above the wheel arch, because it was such a narrow entrance and I took the turn too wide. I couldn't turn back and correct it because there was a big queue behind me and I started panicking!!!
So now I've damaged my car and I'm fretting about telling J :ohmy:
I've got to go and pick them up soon and I am dreading getting back in the car again. I've got to sit and watch their show in a room full of people, I just feel so anxious...arghhhhhhhh!!
Jo x
My partner is out of town, he has been helping a lot with ferrying the kids about while I've not been well - but I had to do it myself today. I've been on the meds for nearly 3 weeks and thought I was feeling better, but I woke this morning with that horrible feeling of dread.
I think its a combination of having my period, tiredness, J being away and knowing I have to ferry the kids about myself today.
So, I took them to gym and the car journey was awful, rising panic the whole time, felt like turning back a few times but battled on after a few sprays of rescue remedy.
Then the first car park was full so we found another one and I scraped my car above the wheel arch, because it was such a narrow entrance and I took the turn too wide. I couldn't turn back and correct it because there was a big queue behind me and I started panicking!!!
So now I've damaged my car and I'm fretting about telling J :ohmy:
I've got to go and pick them up soon and I am dreading getting back in the car again. I've got to sit and watch their show in a room full of people, I just feel so anxious...arghhhhhhhh!!
Jo x