Spiritual Butterfly
23-07-08, 01:44
:yahoo:Hello everyone,
I'm Lynn & Iam new to this web site. I found this web page through general surfing obviously. It looks like a little Godsend. Right now at this moment my panic/anxiety attack is just calming down a bit but I have suffered on & off with these for 19 years. My Doctor has just stopped my Citalopram 20mg last week as I felt my depression was altering & getting worse to the point of wanting to harm myself & I was losing the will to live. My Doctor has now prescribed from last week 28 Venlafaxine mr 75mg caps. I have been on these before but it was a while ago & my memory is not as good as it was. Iam concerned as the dosage is a lot higher then the 20mg & I have to take one twice a day. I know it has only been a week but I have been feeling a lot worse my panic/anxiety feels like hell, I'm not sleeping, can't get out of bed as I feel the same first thing in the morning. I have terrible phobias which are pathetic, want to cry all the time. I live on my own have done for 18 years don't have any problem with that. Suffer with my weight & I have Diabetes type 1. My Mum is my carer & lives about 10 mins away by car, I drive her to so much worry as it doesn't matter what she tries to do to help it feels like she does not understand & I know that she does. I have been off work since end of May with this. I know that my job will be coming to an end as I cannot cope with it anymore because of my phobias. I was off work ill last year for 7 months. I went back to work in January & things were improving but a setback at work triggered them off again & I am just going back downhill again. Its so frustrating to get out of this horrible cycle. Thankyou for listening. I hope to keep posting or chatting on this site so speak to you soon.
I'm Lynn & Iam new to this web site. I found this web page through general surfing obviously. It looks like a little Godsend. Right now at this moment my panic/anxiety attack is just calming down a bit but I have suffered on & off with these for 19 years. My Doctor has just stopped my Citalopram 20mg last week as I felt my depression was altering & getting worse to the point of wanting to harm myself & I was losing the will to live. My Doctor has now prescribed from last week 28 Venlafaxine mr 75mg caps. I have been on these before but it was a while ago & my memory is not as good as it was. Iam concerned as the dosage is a lot higher then the 20mg & I have to take one twice a day. I know it has only been a week but I have been feeling a lot worse my panic/anxiety feels like hell, I'm not sleeping, can't get out of bed as I feel the same first thing in the morning. I have terrible phobias which are pathetic, want to cry all the time. I live on my own have done for 18 years don't have any problem with that. Suffer with my weight & I have Diabetes type 1. My Mum is my carer & lives about 10 mins away by car, I drive her to so much worry as it doesn't matter what she tries to do to help it feels like she does not understand & I know that she does. I have been off work since end of May with this. I know that my job will be coming to an end as I cannot cope with it anymore because of my phobias. I was off work ill last year for 7 months. I went back to work in January & things were improving but a setback at work triggered them off again & I am just going back downhill again. Its so frustrating to get out of this horrible cycle. Thankyou for listening. I hope to keep posting or chatting on this site so speak to you soon.