yorkylover
07-08-08, 15:01
Over the last few week's I have had a few things going on in my life.
Last night I felt very agitated and when I went to bed started to have horrid thoughts,very negative awful thoughts about my family.I haven't had thoughts like this in a long long time.Its so scarey,and then you start to think "this aint anxiety,Im not normal"but I managed to switch my mind to something else luckily.I hate these thoughts and sometimes they feel so real.:scared15:
Today I feel so strange inside,very anxious,very moody and angry.I feel like I want to cry but it just wont come out.:weep: :weep: How can we have such nasty thoughts when we love these people so much.You can't explain it to people who dont understand,or have never felt these feelings,they would think you were barmy.:wacko:
Sorry just needed to have a chat,I just feel exhausted at the mo.I dont want to see the gp as Im happy on the 40 mg of citalopram,dont want to go up to 60.:ohmy: Thank you xxxxxxx
Last night I felt very agitated and when I went to bed started to have horrid thoughts,very negative awful thoughts about my family.I haven't had thoughts like this in a long long time.Its so scarey,and then you start to think "this aint anxiety,Im not normal"but I managed to switch my mind to something else luckily.I hate these thoughts and sometimes they feel so real.:scared15:
Today I feel so strange inside,very anxious,very moody and angry.I feel like I want to cry but it just wont come out.:weep: :weep: How can we have such nasty thoughts when we love these people so much.You can't explain it to people who dont understand,or have never felt these feelings,they would think you were barmy.:wacko:
Sorry just needed to have a chat,I just feel exhausted at the mo.I dont want to see the gp as Im happy on the 40 mg of citalopram,dont want to go up to 60.:ohmy: Thank you xxxxxxx