Lissy43
13-08-08, 13:53
I posted last week about my anxiety and how it was making me feel. No different this week, saw my GP again last night, told him I was feeling quite low in my mood and he just said I need time to relax which is not easy with 3 children. He thinks im just low because ive had a virus for 2 weeks (constant cough) and now on top of it he says ive sinusitis, my eldest child has had a diorrheoa bug for the last 48 hours, my youngest is teething badly and my middle child has yet another infection down below and yesterday was finally refered to hospital to have a circumsition. I am just waiting now for us all to get this bug my son has. I feel like its one thing after another.
I feel poorly so im struggling to look after my 3 children, I have no support off my family at times like this. I rung my mum in tears earlier because I am absolutly exhausted, the children were all up in the night and my hubby buggered off to the gym at 6am!!!!
I have spent all morning ironing and then telling my children off, they are all tired out so very wingy:weep: I am just not coping today at all. I am sick of hearing tears from them and constant fighting.
Yesterday my dr (not usual one, this is a new GP) put the fear of god into me about the sinutisis, I told him I had a pain in my head and a feeling of congestion plus ear pain. I told him I am prone to sinus probs but this is abit worse than usual so he said 'oh you probably have chronic sinusitis' I then explained to him id had a CT scan 2 yrs ago after being refered to an ENT specialist and my CT was clear and so the consultant said it can't be chronic, they think my flare ups are due to allergies so I take a spray daily and steam when it flares up. He then said 'I had chronic sinusitis and my CT scans were clear but I ended up having an op and im fine now' I then said I hoped I didn't have chronic because the consultant says he can't do much more for me and silly me read on the net about sinusitis years ago and scared myself silly with complications of sinusitis to which he said 'oh yes it can spread into the bloodstream, meningitis or even tumours' I mean jeez what was he trying to do to me.
I am now worrying I do have chronic but the consultant said to me if I had chronic id have green snot from my nose constantly and a constant headache and probably a temperature so unless I have those don't worry its just allergy related. This GP now has made me doubt that and all my old fears have risen to the surface.
God I just feel so c**p right now with all of this on my plate. Its one illness after another which is making my anxiety peak. I am now worried im gona have an infection from this sinusitis and it will spread, the GP said antibiotics won't help at all so just to steam as much as possible.
Does anyone want 3 kids for the afternoon?:winks:
I feel poorly so im struggling to look after my 3 children, I have no support off my family at times like this. I rung my mum in tears earlier because I am absolutly exhausted, the children were all up in the night and my hubby buggered off to the gym at 6am!!!!
I have spent all morning ironing and then telling my children off, they are all tired out so very wingy:weep: I am just not coping today at all. I am sick of hearing tears from them and constant fighting.
Yesterday my dr (not usual one, this is a new GP) put the fear of god into me about the sinutisis, I told him I had a pain in my head and a feeling of congestion plus ear pain. I told him I am prone to sinus probs but this is abit worse than usual so he said 'oh you probably have chronic sinusitis' I then explained to him id had a CT scan 2 yrs ago after being refered to an ENT specialist and my CT was clear and so the consultant said it can't be chronic, they think my flare ups are due to allergies so I take a spray daily and steam when it flares up. He then said 'I had chronic sinusitis and my CT scans were clear but I ended up having an op and im fine now' I then said I hoped I didn't have chronic because the consultant says he can't do much more for me and silly me read on the net about sinusitis years ago and scared myself silly with complications of sinusitis to which he said 'oh yes it can spread into the bloodstream, meningitis or even tumours' I mean jeez what was he trying to do to me.
I am now worrying I do have chronic but the consultant said to me if I had chronic id have green snot from my nose constantly and a constant headache and probably a temperature so unless I have those don't worry its just allergy related. This GP now has made me doubt that and all my old fears have risen to the surface.
God I just feel so c**p right now with all of this on my plate. Its one illness after another which is making my anxiety peak. I am now worried im gona have an infection from this sinusitis and it will spread, the GP said antibiotics won't help at all so just to steam as much as possible.
Does anyone want 3 kids for the afternoon?:winks: