nikk_dolittle
15-08-08, 20:10
Hi All,
I just wanted to say that I wont be online much at the moment, Im struggling and finding it hard to come online. I have alot coming up and although I feel Im going to chicken out of things, I know I cant.
Im in hospital on tuesday and I dont know how long for as Im having a big Knee Operation, Ness is coming with me and will be there the whole time, Im sure if anyhting happens, Ness will keep up to date with it all. It means I cant do anyhitng for about 2 months, but I will be able to do small things. Im scared to go and Know they wont be able to do anyhting becasue of loads of things that will freak me out to much.:scared15:
I also have college, and Im thinking of dropping out. I dont think I am fully ready to go there yet having being the talking stage of things. If I do drop out it wont help me at all, but I will work with Ness and do some Voluntary work. I feel I will do the wrong thing. I need to think and talk it through before anything but I know it wont work out for me and I will do the wrong one.
While I am waiting on yet another new CPN and the one I was alloacted 3 weeks ago, doesnt work on the days Im free from colege so a new one is needed.
I have otehr things but these are the main things I need to sort out before anyhting.
Sorry to waffle on..
Nikk xxxxxxx:hugs:
I just wanted to say that I wont be online much at the moment, Im struggling and finding it hard to come online. I have alot coming up and although I feel Im going to chicken out of things, I know I cant.
Im in hospital on tuesday and I dont know how long for as Im having a big Knee Operation, Ness is coming with me and will be there the whole time, Im sure if anyhting happens, Ness will keep up to date with it all. It means I cant do anyhitng for about 2 months, but I will be able to do small things. Im scared to go and Know they wont be able to do anyhting becasue of loads of things that will freak me out to much.:scared15:
I also have college, and Im thinking of dropping out. I dont think I am fully ready to go there yet having being the talking stage of things. If I do drop out it wont help me at all, but I will work with Ness and do some Voluntary work. I feel I will do the wrong thing. I need to think and talk it through before anything but I know it wont work out for me and I will do the wrong one.
While I am waiting on yet another new CPN and the one I was alloacted 3 weeks ago, doesnt work on the days Im free from colege so a new one is needed.
I have otehr things but these are the main things I need to sort out before anyhting.
Sorry to waffle on..
Nikk xxxxxxx:hugs: