kitty
10-05-05, 12:28
Hi all,
hi everyone i have the worst news to tell you.......
You remember that i was getting rid of my baby well i changed my mind late thursday night early friday morning to keep it. :) This felt like the best thing to do.
Now here's the really bad news after making my choice i told my boyfriend and he wasn't happy at all, he still didn't want it! and well i was lightly bleeding (spotty) all day friday and i spoke to my mates who have been preggy and they said it was perfectly fine as long as it don't get heavy, at 7:30pm i sat on my sofa and thought oh god whats that, where did that come from? as i looked at the sofa with a huge patch of blood on it. My friend rushed me to the hospital and later that night and the doctors told me that i had lost my baby and they would like to take me to a ward and then take me to theaters and do a scrape.
At this point i was feeling like i was being punished for something, they kept me in over night for observation and let me go home first thing in the morning. When i got home all i wanted was a cuddle off my boyfriend but he wasn't there and there wasn't even a note! so i just lead in my bed and cried my eyes out, and eventually i fell asleep alone.
I seem to be coping with this really well as i haven't harmed myself once since the weekend [Wow!] Why is it everytime i get my life sorted something goes wrong? maybe i'm not ment to be happy in life!
I'll keep you posted.
Kitty [:X]
hi everyone i have the worst news to tell you.......
You remember that i was getting rid of my baby well i changed my mind late thursday night early friday morning to keep it. :) This felt like the best thing to do.
Now here's the really bad news after making my choice i told my boyfriend and he wasn't happy at all, he still didn't want it! and well i was lightly bleeding (spotty) all day friday and i spoke to my mates who have been preggy and they said it was perfectly fine as long as it don't get heavy, at 7:30pm i sat on my sofa and thought oh god whats that, where did that come from? as i looked at the sofa with a huge patch of blood on it. My friend rushed me to the hospital and later that night and the doctors told me that i had lost my baby and they would like to take me to a ward and then take me to theaters and do a scrape.
At this point i was feeling like i was being punished for something, they kept me in over night for observation and let me go home first thing in the morning. When i got home all i wanted was a cuddle off my boyfriend but he wasn't there and there wasn't even a note! so i just lead in my bed and cried my eyes out, and eventually i fell asleep alone.
I seem to be coping with this really well as i haven't harmed myself once since the weekend [Wow!] Why is it everytime i get my life sorted something goes wrong? maybe i'm not ment to be happy in life!
I'll keep you posted.
Kitty [:X]