chikung
19-08-08, 01:10
Dear All,
New to the forum. Love the way people help each other here and I too need soem help. I am 39 and suffering from depression since many years. I guess the roots are in the environment I have experienced since my birth. MIne is not severe and I can carry my regular work. But I always have that feeling within that something is missing when I see cheering groups around.
Everything was fine and the symptoms where hidden tinside till my uncle passed away. It was almost like a suicide and I started getting physical symptoms. Body shaking and aggression, irritation was the the main one. Doctor rules out other possibilities and prescibed the antidepressant that worked immediately.
I took the pills almost for a year and half. Then I could manage myself. But now again after my father had heart problem, I started the same again. This time again doctor ruled out other possiblities and given medicine that worked.
I come to know the symptoms when I feel indigestion. I am really behind knowing the reason for my depression and rather than depending on the medicine I wish to change myself. Heal my past.
I have found the reason lies in the lowest self esteem. I was a good student and I couldn't take education (Which I have started again). I spend most of my life in poverty. So now I am running my own business and gaining good money out of it. Trying to increase the sell.
SO here I am guys:)
Thanks for your time.
New to the forum. Love the way people help each other here and I too need soem help. I am 39 and suffering from depression since many years. I guess the roots are in the environment I have experienced since my birth. MIne is not severe and I can carry my regular work. But I always have that feeling within that something is missing when I see cheering groups around.
Everything was fine and the symptoms where hidden tinside till my uncle passed away. It was almost like a suicide and I started getting physical symptoms. Body shaking and aggression, irritation was the the main one. Doctor rules out other possibilities and prescibed the antidepressant that worked immediately.
I took the pills almost for a year and half. Then I could manage myself. But now again after my father had heart problem, I started the same again. This time again doctor ruled out other possiblities and given medicine that worked.
I come to know the symptoms when I feel indigestion. I am really behind knowing the reason for my depression and rather than depending on the medicine I wish to change myself. Heal my past.
I have found the reason lies in the lowest self esteem. I was a good student and I couldn't take education (Which I have started again). I spend most of my life in poverty. So now I am running my own business and gaining good money out of it. Trying to increase the sell.
SO here I am guys:)
Thanks for your time.