alexis
13-05-05, 18:33
Im posting but not sure why really as nothing can be done to change this situation.And I know there are a lot more serious situations than this.
I find it very difficult to go to social outings as some of you know but when I saw Rod Stewart was touring I immediately got tickets and thought its a long way off ill be better by then.
I have looked forward to tomorrow for so long and only suffered small amounts of anxiety, probably, I think because the person Im going with has been with me in my most major panic attack and many smaller ones so I feel safe.I know Im not going to die!!
NOW he has cancelled, obviously I am very sad, although I know a few of you out there who will be saying I should be grateful LOL!
I will miss seeing him but also sad because I have got ready for this and now have to do it all over again, which I know is possible and hope that next time I feel as in control of the situation as I did this time.
The next date is inconvenient really as it is 16th July and I was wanting to do something which involved travelling on 17th and Im worried I wont do all, anyway Ive rabbited on but just wanted to share.
Take care Alexis
I find it very difficult to go to social outings as some of you know but when I saw Rod Stewart was touring I immediately got tickets and thought its a long way off ill be better by then.
I have looked forward to tomorrow for so long and only suffered small amounts of anxiety, probably, I think because the person Im going with has been with me in my most major panic attack and many smaller ones so I feel safe.I know Im not going to die!!
NOW he has cancelled, obviously I am very sad, although I know a few of you out there who will be saying I should be grateful LOL!
I will miss seeing him but also sad because I have got ready for this and now have to do it all over again, which I know is possible and hope that next time I feel as in control of the situation as I did this time.
The next date is inconvenient really as it is 16th July and I was wanting to do something which involved travelling on 17th and Im worried I wont do all, anyway Ive rabbited on but just wanted to share.
Take care Alexis