lost_in_here
25-08-08, 00:47
hi everyone.
i just found this website and registered.i m 22 years old,female,and i think i have serious problems with my mind,thinking and living my life properly.
i just feel different and i dont fit in anywhere.
i am depressed for a long time now,and even when things go right,very soon i get depressed again...and the story always repeats.
i cant seem to find my way out of my depressing thoughts.
i am hoping to make some friends here and people who might understand what i am going through,because noone else around me seem to understand me.
all i get is judging,i m being called bad names,and it makes me feel unworthy and i think of suicide from time to time.
i m sure there are people out there who could understand me.
but i also know that most of the people would just think there is somethign wrong with me and turn their back on me.
i am just so unhappy with everything about me.
and this is just the short introduction...
it feels uneasy to write this,but this is my cry for help...
:weep:
i just found this website and registered.i m 22 years old,female,and i think i have serious problems with my mind,thinking and living my life properly.
i just feel different and i dont fit in anywhere.
i am depressed for a long time now,and even when things go right,very soon i get depressed again...and the story always repeats.
i cant seem to find my way out of my depressing thoughts.
i am hoping to make some friends here and people who might understand what i am going through,because noone else around me seem to understand me.
all i get is judging,i m being called bad names,and it makes me feel unworthy and i think of suicide from time to time.
i m sure there are people out there who could understand me.
but i also know that most of the people would just think there is somethign wrong with me and turn their back on me.
i am just so unhappy with everything about me.
and this is just the short introduction...
it feels uneasy to write this,but this is my cry for help...
:weep: