Piscian Daydreamer
15-05-05, 11:02
Thanks everyone for your replies and welcoming me to the forum.
Kirsty, you was right in what you said - i am in the same boat as you. Nobody at all knows i suffer from anxiety, because out in the real world i too am a very outgoing person and always joking around. But its what lies beneath the surface isnt it??
I went to the doctor once about my anxiety but he is useless. He put it down to 'tennage stress', but i know it isnt. Ive been suffering from anxiety for years. Like ive said, i do not have panic attacks or anything.... just a continuous feeling of unrest where my mind will never stop thinking and analysing absolutely everything i do constantly. Is there a cure for this sentimentality?
Does anybody else here suffer from a sort of popularity disorder? Where, you are in fact very very popular (i seriously am literally the top dog on my course) - but for some reason you want / need more? Despite having so many friends, i need to control them all, i feel desperate to be even more popular, i am passionate about having a MASSIVE CRU. Do you get what i am saying? None of my friends have any idea i am such a control freak - they just treat me as a kind of leader - but in fact.... i am quite sad?
Kirsty, you was right in what you said - i am in the same boat as you. Nobody at all knows i suffer from anxiety, because out in the real world i too am a very outgoing person and always joking around. But its what lies beneath the surface isnt it??
I went to the doctor once about my anxiety but he is useless. He put it down to 'tennage stress', but i know it isnt. Ive been suffering from anxiety for years. Like ive said, i do not have panic attacks or anything.... just a continuous feeling of unrest where my mind will never stop thinking and analysing absolutely everything i do constantly. Is there a cure for this sentimentality?
Does anybody else here suffer from a sort of popularity disorder? Where, you are in fact very very popular (i seriously am literally the top dog on my course) - but for some reason you want / need more? Despite having so many friends, i need to control them all, i feel desperate to be even more popular, i am passionate about having a MASSIVE CRU. Do you get what i am saying? None of my friends have any idea i am such a control freak - they just treat me as a kind of leader - but in fact.... i am quite sad?