thigrachet
28-08-08, 17:37
Hi everybody!!
I am so gutted that I am here in the forums again! I used to have Panic Attacks two years ago and they went away! Well I took Citalopram for a year and I came off the medication and everything was fine since the day before yesterday!
Ahhh I was in Holiday in Nice ( france) and I was in a gig! I went to see Madonna! During the show I started to feel weird, my hands started to sweat and I was feeling very cold!! Then I started to have the tunnel vision and feeling numb! I told my partner that I felt that I was going to faint, then I started to feel that I had to leave the stadium! It was full of people and I could not move, I I went to the security and tried to explain to him that I was going to faint but they do not speak English!! Only French!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh then everything started to feel worst, cause then I thought I was going to die in Nice, far away from my family and that there were nothing they could do for me! So I started shaking and trembling! It was horrible, so I spent one hour under a blanket and they were giving me water and telling me to calm down!
So I came back to London last night and today I am at work and around 3:30pm I had a hugeeeeeee panic attack again!! I told my colleague that was in the room with me and she never heard about it!! So I explained to her and she was very supportive!
So it was horrible and I am feeling a little bit weird still! Cause I know I will have to go home soon and I am worried that I will have another one on the way home!
Ahh I just wanted to talk to someone and take this feeling out of my chest! I really wish they would never come back! But they did!
And I hope they will go away!
Kisses to everyone!
T
I am so gutted that I am here in the forums again! I used to have Panic Attacks two years ago and they went away! Well I took Citalopram for a year and I came off the medication and everything was fine since the day before yesterday!
Ahhh I was in Holiday in Nice ( france) and I was in a gig! I went to see Madonna! During the show I started to feel weird, my hands started to sweat and I was feeling very cold!! Then I started to have the tunnel vision and feeling numb! I told my partner that I felt that I was going to faint, then I started to feel that I had to leave the stadium! It was full of people and I could not move, I I went to the security and tried to explain to him that I was going to faint but they do not speak English!! Only French!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh then everything started to feel worst, cause then I thought I was going to die in Nice, far away from my family and that there were nothing they could do for me! So I started shaking and trembling! It was horrible, so I spent one hour under a blanket and they were giving me water and telling me to calm down!
So I came back to London last night and today I am at work and around 3:30pm I had a hugeeeeeee panic attack again!! I told my colleague that was in the room with me and she never heard about it!! So I explained to her and she was very supportive!
So it was horrible and I am feeling a little bit weird still! Cause I know I will have to go home soon and I am worried that I will have another one on the way home!
Ahh I just wanted to talk to someone and take this feeling out of my chest! I really wish they would never come back! But they did!
And I hope they will go away!
Kisses to everyone!
T