jellybean43
29-08-08, 09:15
Hi
As some of you may remember I have/had a huge fear of lymphoma.I am now loads better about that but still on the list for CBT and still worrying about my health but as i say not as bad---well until yesterday!!
I get Classic migraines---the ones which start with blurry vision.
Same pattern each time, and one about every 3/4 months although i am on daily dosage of pizotifen so they MAY be a lot worse if i wasnt.
I got myself a little job 5 weeks ago---just cleaning in a local school but it is getting me out and i am enjoying it!! Anyhow, my biggest worry here isnt the lymphoma(though it still niggles away at the back of my mind but a year on i am still here with the same symptoms so i am accepting maybe the doctors were right!!)I am now worrying about getting a migraine whilst at work!!!
Yesterday, when i got home i started with one. I was suppose to be in this morning but still not feeling 100%(as they take for me about 24/48 hrs for me to be back to normal) so i have had to ring in sick.
I have got myself in a right state thinking they will think badly of me cos i am ill and what will i do if i get one at work. I only actually do 2.5 hours a day!!
I havent been getting enough sleep recently and know that without 8 hours i will end up getting a migraine before too long(which proves it this week ha ha!!!).This is my first day off and OH says everyone is entitled to be ill!!!
Thanks for any help re my anxiety about being ill at work xx
As some of you may remember I have/had a huge fear of lymphoma.I am now loads better about that but still on the list for CBT and still worrying about my health but as i say not as bad---well until yesterday!!
I get Classic migraines---the ones which start with blurry vision.
Same pattern each time, and one about every 3/4 months although i am on daily dosage of pizotifen so they MAY be a lot worse if i wasnt.
I got myself a little job 5 weeks ago---just cleaning in a local school but it is getting me out and i am enjoying it!! Anyhow, my biggest worry here isnt the lymphoma(though it still niggles away at the back of my mind but a year on i am still here with the same symptoms so i am accepting maybe the doctors were right!!)I am now worrying about getting a migraine whilst at work!!!
Yesterday, when i got home i started with one. I was suppose to be in this morning but still not feeling 100%(as they take for me about 24/48 hrs for me to be back to normal) so i have had to ring in sick.
I have got myself in a right state thinking they will think badly of me cos i am ill and what will i do if i get one at work. I only actually do 2.5 hours a day!!
I havent been getting enough sleep recently and know that without 8 hours i will end up getting a migraine before too long(which proves it this week ha ha!!!).This is my first day off and OH says everyone is entitled to be ill!!!
Thanks for any help re my anxiety about being ill at work xx