thoughts and actions
29-08-08, 16:37
hi guys
Need a bit of a rant!!
While most of my friends r deciding what to wear tonight, i am deciding do i go, do i not go, do i drink, do i not drink, do i take the car, do i get a taxi- all these thoughts making me anxious!!
I just wish i could be care free and go- last saturday when i was out i had like half an archers (alocopop not spirit) n took the most hellish wind/indigestion ever (graphic i know lol) i think it was allthe chemicals in it but as a result i got really anxious and panicky. Had to sit calmly for 30 mins with a glass of water until it cleared (wont go into that)
Just want to know if i am going out and want a couple of social drinks, not get paraletic or have them to control my nerves- just to "enjoy" them what can i drink?? I have acid reflux and can suffer from nervous stomach- does any1 else have this prob and what do they drink- u think n e one would bat an eyelid if i had vodka and water? he he
Need a bit of a rant!!
While most of my friends r deciding what to wear tonight, i am deciding do i go, do i not go, do i drink, do i not drink, do i take the car, do i get a taxi- all these thoughts making me anxious!!
I just wish i could be care free and go- last saturday when i was out i had like half an archers (alocopop not spirit) n took the most hellish wind/indigestion ever (graphic i know lol) i think it was allthe chemicals in it but as a result i got really anxious and panicky. Had to sit calmly for 30 mins with a glass of water until it cleared (wont go into that)
Just want to know if i am going out and want a couple of social drinks, not get paraletic or have them to control my nerves- just to "enjoy" them what can i drink?? I have acid reflux and can suffer from nervous stomach- does any1 else have this prob and what do they drink- u think n e one would bat an eyelid if i had vodka and water? he he