serr1340
16-05-05, 21:37
Hello All
I haven't posted in a while. I have been doing well for the last month and now I feel like I am going a bit downhill.
There is so much going on, where to start? I don't want to sound like a whiner.
Depression has been under control but today I just want to cry! [Sigh...] My oldest daughter, 18 y/o with a 2 y/o child, isn't doing anything with her life. Where did I go wrong? I tried to teach her right but it didn't work. She dropped out of school and has a job and the baby's father is still in the picture but he doesn't really help her. I love my daughter but sometimes I wish she would just move out. But she won't and I don't want to push her cause I am her mother and I am here to help her.
My husband seems to be more critical lately, more aggressive but not in a physical way. He just seems to be nit-picking at everything. Complains about the house, the kids, the money spent, etc, etc, etc.
I know it seems like mine is not such a bad thing but you would really have to be here to understand what I am going through.
All this is making me feel more anxious these last few days, especially today.
My MD prescribed valium in case I need to take it but I hate taking it, it does help me and it is such a low dose but I guess I feel that by taking it, I am admitting that I am not getting better.[V]
I have been feeling better, that is until this weekend. I can only hope and pray that it gets better.
Thank you for letting me share and sorry for being such a whiner.
Marilu
I haven't posted in a while. I have been doing well for the last month and now I feel like I am going a bit downhill.
There is so much going on, where to start? I don't want to sound like a whiner.
Depression has been under control but today I just want to cry! [Sigh...] My oldest daughter, 18 y/o with a 2 y/o child, isn't doing anything with her life. Where did I go wrong? I tried to teach her right but it didn't work. She dropped out of school and has a job and the baby's father is still in the picture but he doesn't really help her. I love my daughter but sometimes I wish she would just move out. But she won't and I don't want to push her cause I am her mother and I am here to help her.
My husband seems to be more critical lately, more aggressive but not in a physical way. He just seems to be nit-picking at everything. Complains about the house, the kids, the money spent, etc, etc, etc.
I know it seems like mine is not such a bad thing but you would really have to be here to understand what I am going through.
All this is making me feel more anxious these last few days, especially today.
My MD prescribed valium in case I need to take it but I hate taking it, it does help me and it is such a low dose but I guess I feel that by taking it, I am admitting that I am not getting better.[V]
I have been feeling better, that is until this weekend. I can only hope and pray that it gets better.
Thank you for letting me share and sorry for being such a whiner.
Marilu