never2late
07-09-08, 00:33
The mental clarity and physical, internal calmness that I have today is almost as if I had been reborn into another body and mind. It is by far the best day that I have had in perhaps well over a year (or more).
Now I just have to make sure that I remember that:
1. Tomorrow may be totally different.
2. I cannot EXPECT tomorrow to be as good as today.
3. If tomorrow is NOT as good as today . . . just let it go.
4. If the next few days aren't as good as today . . . just let it go.
5. If the next MONTH is not as good as today . . . just let it go.
I also made certain to realize that it very well may be temporary -- or it may not return EVER AGAIN after today -- and just enjoy the moments I have been blessed with. And I sure do feel blessed today.
If I wasn't feeling this good, I'd have anxiety about feeling this good (and I know that makes sense to some on the boards here, doesn't it?).
I now magically pass this good fortune on to the next person.
Anyone feeling lucky?
Now I just have to make sure that I remember that:
1. Tomorrow may be totally different.
2. I cannot EXPECT tomorrow to be as good as today.
3. If tomorrow is NOT as good as today . . . just let it go.
4. If the next few days aren't as good as today . . . just let it go.
5. If the next MONTH is not as good as today . . . just let it go.
I also made certain to realize that it very well may be temporary -- or it may not return EVER AGAIN after today -- and just enjoy the moments I have been blessed with. And I sure do feel blessed today.
If I wasn't feeling this good, I'd have anxiety about feeling this good (and I know that makes sense to some on the boards here, doesn't it?).
I now magically pass this good fortune on to the next person.
Anyone feeling lucky?