Moogue
09-09-08, 11:35
Afternoon All,
Well what do you want to know?
The facts -
Have been suffering (and boy is that the right word ) with varying mental health problems since i was about 13.....now 32!
Have got frustrated and dissenchanted with the NHS Mental Health Department more times than i can count.
Am resigned to the fact that i am a f***wit (in Bridget Jones style) and no matter how many times I am a good and loving person there is always someone out there prepared to kick you back down.
The final curtain is never far from my mind and i get tired fighting every day to fit into societies numerous petty expectations of the fellow human.
The most apt thing a friend ever said to me was "Flic....you can run half way round the world..... but you can't get away from yourself"........I think that was the start of getting "better"
The Here and Now -
I think I am happy... hummm.... have a loving caring chap...who just doesn't quite "get it", My Wonderfull dog Moogue who is 15 now and travelled with me around Europe. Nice house etc etc The down side??? I have more drugs than the local chemist!
Taking Venaflaxine 300mg per day, plus sleeping tablets (zorpha somthing or other) then there are my painkillers and anitinflams for arthuritis and then the ones to combat the sideeffects of the others!!!!
Surely a hit on the head with a hammer would be more effective ?!?!?!?!?!
Why have a Registered?
To share and care...... it is difficult talking to the ones you love and love you as they seem to think that there is a BIG FIX or that it is something they are doing wrong..... so whilst most days are goodishy yet flat... on that bad days, you just need someone to listen and UNDERSTAND.
Love and Hugs to you All
xx Flic xx
:bighug1:
Well what do you want to know?
The facts -
Have been suffering (and boy is that the right word ) with varying mental health problems since i was about 13.....now 32!
Have got frustrated and dissenchanted with the NHS Mental Health Department more times than i can count.
Am resigned to the fact that i am a f***wit (in Bridget Jones style) and no matter how many times I am a good and loving person there is always someone out there prepared to kick you back down.
The final curtain is never far from my mind and i get tired fighting every day to fit into societies numerous petty expectations of the fellow human.
The most apt thing a friend ever said to me was "Flic....you can run half way round the world..... but you can't get away from yourself"........I think that was the start of getting "better"
The Here and Now -
I think I am happy... hummm.... have a loving caring chap...who just doesn't quite "get it", My Wonderfull dog Moogue who is 15 now and travelled with me around Europe. Nice house etc etc The down side??? I have more drugs than the local chemist!
Taking Venaflaxine 300mg per day, plus sleeping tablets (zorpha somthing or other) then there are my painkillers and anitinflams for arthuritis and then the ones to combat the sideeffects of the others!!!!
Surely a hit on the head with a hammer would be more effective ?!?!?!?!?!
Why have a Registered?
To share and care...... it is difficult talking to the ones you love and love you as they seem to think that there is a BIG FIX or that it is something they are doing wrong..... so whilst most days are goodishy yet flat... on that bad days, you just need someone to listen and UNDERSTAND.
Love and Hugs to you All
xx Flic xx
:bighug1: