thoughts and actions
09-09-08, 17:10
hi guys :yesyes:
I am back to work tomorrow after being off long term sick with panic/anxiety since june- prior to june i was off for a fortnight and went back way to early.
I am not as nervous/anxious as i thought i would be about going back- (well compared to last time) and i know that i am so much better than before.
I am just scared coz last time i was in work was when i had the biggest panic attack ever- in ended up with me breaking down infront of one of the HR ppl and my manager and about 20 other ppl were witness to it
I work in a big call centre with over 1000 ppl in it- ive been there for 5 years- am just so so scared that tomorrowe when i go in all the memories of what happened to me will come flooding back (my anxiety was caused by an external factor but i used to use work to block out of my feelings and hide from what was happening-eventually i couldnt do it anymore) that external factor has gone now and i dont have anything to worry abotu or fear apart from my usual haha
I just really dont wanna go in there tomorrow and go backwards- does any1 have any tips
thanks guys
xx
I am back to work tomorrow after being off long term sick with panic/anxiety since june- prior to june i was off for a fortnight and went back way to early.
I am not as nervous/anxious as i thought i would be about going back- (well compared to last time) and i know that i am so much better than before.
I am just scared coz last time i was in work was when i had the biggest panic attack ever- in ended up with me breaking down infront of one of the HR ppl and my manager and about 20 other ppl were witness to it
I work in a big call centre with over 1000 ppl in it- ive been there for 5 years- am just so so scared that tomorrowe when i go in all the memories of what happened to me will come flooding back (my anxiety was caused by an external factor but i used to use work to block out of my feelings and hide from what was happening-eventually i couldnt do it anymore) that external factor has gone now and i dont have anything to worry abotu or fear apart from my usual haha
I just really dont wanna go in there tomorrow and go backwards- does any1 have any tips
thanks guys
xx