katiedarling
10-09-08, 17:10
I am just so afraid of doctors and hospitals and being sick and being in pain.....that I am scared that if I ever have to go in somewhere, I will have such a massive panic attack that I will give myself a heart attack. Can this happen????
Like I have been having kidney pain lately, and I was so terrified to go to sleep last night because I thought I was going to wake up in the middle of the night with intense blinding pain....and I would have to go to the hospital. I had a panic attack last night because I thought I would have to go to the hospital and that I wouldnt be able to cope with it.......And I would end up having a heart attack.
Because you hear about like, natural disasters and stuff, where people die of heart attacks just because they are so scared....
So what if that happens to me??? I get so scared, that my body goes into like shock....and I start shaking and getting cold and teeth chattering.
And I go into panic....because I know that shock can kill people. And I think if I keep worrying about it, I will just give myself a heart attack. Can the panic be so bad that you just have a heart attack???
It must be, cause people die in like hurricanes and stuff, from heart attacks....
I am freaking out...Im really really panicked.
Like I have been having kidney pain lately, and I was so terrified to go to sleep last night because I thought I was going to wake up in the middle of the night with intense blinding pain....and I would have to go to the hospital. I had a panic attack last night because I thought I would have to go to the hospital and that I wouldnt be able to cope with it.......And I would end up having a heart attack.
Because you hear about like, natural disasters and stuff, where people die of heart attacks just because they are so scared....
So what if that happens to me??? I get so scared, that my body goes into like shock....and I start shaking and getting cold and teeth chattering.
And I go into panic....because I know that shock can kill people. And I think if I keep worrying about it, I will just give myself a heart attack. Can the panic be so bad that you just have a heart attack???
It must be, cause people die in like hurricanes and stuff, from heart attacks....
I am freaking out...Im really really panicked.