what if they say i have to go in hosp

[leo05]

hi all,

hope that u are all ok? hugs for you all

why i am worrying is well today (fri) i have a appointment with a bk specialist which is worrying me to death - i cant have op cause it would be like a nightmare for me hosp phobic anyway just dont feel brill just what if something bad happens what will happen to susie n the dogs
what if i never walk again ma head is going mental just wish it would stop

its a time when i really need ma mam but cant sorry sorry
in tears now but then feel stupid for crying

then after that i have a meeting with ma new head doc and he is male too which aint really looking forward too - i just feel like hidin away and wishin i was well ya know somewhere btr so i am safe from everyone and everything sorry sorry

best hush up sorry sorry
i know this prob sounds stupid to you all also so sorry sorry for even posting and i can delete if ya want me too as i know i dont post alot sorry sorry

hope that everyone is ok hugs for you all
sorry sorry
lea

[Anxious_gal]

aw lea dont be sorry! your just as welcome here as anyone else,
did you say opperation? is that why you might need to go to hospital,
ok look if it comes down to it and you have to go, you can do it! i'm sure the doctor can give you something to calm your nerves and then you will sail through the whole thing.
try not worry as you dont know yet if you will go to hospital and remember the worst that can happen is a panic attack, and a panic attack cannot hurt you x x

[leo05]

thanks mishel , yeah see the physio said that i might need a op
but ma doc said that it was just inflamed but got to be something as bn in pain for over 10 yrs now

prob just me but ah well sorry sorry and ty for your reply hugs to you

and no pa cant hurt but needles and docs can

hugs
lea xx

[Anxious_gal]

wouldnt it be better than being in pain?
needle to hurt but only for a secound or two. honestly it hurts much more to bang your knee !
the doctors won't hurt you x they are working for you!
they are there to help you.
hugs back!
x x

[leo05]

thanks for the hugs and i know what ya mean but when ya have a needle phobia bn in pain is safer mad i know

just the what ifs etc

hugs x x

[eeyorelover]

Hey Lea :)
I have a needle phobia too so I totally understand what you are saying and all I can do is tell you that in the long run the best thing is to get done whatever needs doing so you are in tip top condition for Susie and the dogs.
Believe me I understand how scary it is and I am in no way trying to trivialize the fear of docs, hospitals, and needles cuz I have the same issues with all of them that you do. Just saying that if it could take away the pain you have been having for so long then it definitely would be worth spending some anxious moments going thru with the course of treatment that they are suggesting.
Much love and loads of hugs to you my friend!
Whatever you decide know that I'm behind you 100% and am here if you need an ear or a shoulder :)
xxx
Sandy

[Anxious_gal]

do you have someone who could with you?

[milly jones]

aww lea hunny

pls try not to worry

i know that its scarey hun but if u need to get it sorted then thats what must happen

everything else can be sorted

no words of wisdom hun

just massive nmp hugs

mill xxxxx

[leo05]

thanks sandy for your reply and for understanding me

mishel thanks and susie went with me

milly - thanks hun for the hugs

well i went and was told they wont do a thing as well they put it down to ma weight again so really hacked off with them will reply more tomoz when i calm down a bit sorry sorry

hugs for you all

lea xx

[eeyorelover]

Well CONGRATS on going!!!
I know it was hard for you so a huge WOOOOOHOOOOOOO LEA from me :)
Rant away girl cuz I think by now most of us know how bad doctors can peeve us off !!!
xxx
Sandy

[Anxious_gal]

yay you went! WELL DONE!
:yesyes:
HUGS! X x:bighug1: :yahoo: