leonwuuk
17-09-08, 12:32
hi there everybody:
I am new to this site after search from google.I suffered from anxiety and panic attack about a month ago, the reason caused that I think it's because that I've graduate from a Msc course almost a year but still looking for a job and my age already reach 27.
the things starts gradually, when I failed in last assessment center, in the first few days, I few sad, but not as bad as now, then suddenly one day, I conviced myself this is just the smallest thing in life, as I still have the energy; time and qualification to find a job and live happily ever after. but few days later, the sad feeling come back, without a reason, and this time comes to more strongly. I tried the another time to convince myself this is not a big deal, but this feeling kept coming back, from once a week to about 3-8 times a day, everytime I tried to convinced myself to get through and probably succeed at that moment, but bad feeling kept coming back. It drives me mad.
I still feel that I am shining person and I have not problem to get on with my friends, I still feel that future is bright and all of us should live as happy as we could, but not matter how hard I tried, how promised I told myself , this feeling keep coming back. Did anyone knows what this symptom is?
I went to see my GP and she prescribed me with citalopram, I started from 20mg a day but make me feel even more sick, then I droped to 10mg yesterday, hope that will solve the problem.
I am new to this site after search from google.I suffered from anxiety and panic attack about a month ago, the reason caused that I think it's because that I've graduate from a Msc course almost a year but still looking for a job and my age already reach 27.
the things starts gradually, when I failed in last assessment center, in the first few days, I few sad, but not as bad as now, then suddenly one day, I conviced myself this is just the smallest thing in life, as I still have the energy; time and qualification to find a job and live happily ever after. but few days later, the sad feeling come back, without a reason, and this time comes to more strongly. I tried the another time to convince myself this is not a big deal, but this feeling kept coming back, from once a week to about 3-8 times a day, everytime I tried to convinced myself to get through and probably succeed at that moment, but bad feeling kept coming back. It drives me mad.
I still feel that I am shining person and I have not problem to get on with my friends, I still feel that future is bright and all of us should live as happy as we could, but not matter how hard I tried, how promised I told myself , this feeling keep coming back. Did anyone knows what this symptom is?
I went to see my GP and she prescribed me with citalopram, I started from 20mg a day but make me feel even more sick, then I droped to 10mg yesterday, hope that will solve the problem.