Clint1985
17-09-08, 21:16
Hi my name is Clint. I am 23 and have suffered with anxiety for 3 yrs. My symptoms started out as mild and have gotten to the extreme and seems nearly impossible to live and do every day activities. Here are some of my symptoms.
*fear of dying and constant worrying about the afterlife(even though I am a christian)
*fear of going insane or doing something psychotic
*extreme fear of anurysms and having them(i usually relate most of my physical symptoms to this)
*spacy and unreal feelings
*strange aches and unexplainable pains all over my body
*never ending dizziness and blurred vision
*feeling like my balance is off most of the time
*horrified of being alone and not succeding in life
*stomache pains in different places at different times
*numbness or tingling in left leg, face, limbs and hands
*feeling like im ging to pass out or die at any minute
*much trouble breathing
*trouble going to sleep and when i do i wake up shortly after feeling very very anxious
*loss of energy
*not much desire to do the things i used to love doing( unless i have been drinking
*trouble concentrating
*over anylizing and worring about everything
*pains in neck and chest
*migraine headaches
*chest flutters and heart palpitations
*overwhelming feeling of doom
This may seem like alot but i could spend all day explaing symtoms. I like to think that all this is anxiety, but like most everyone else who has this it is hard to convince yourself that there is nothing physically or mentally wrong. i feel like my life is spiraling downward and that there is no hope for me. I have gotten to the point where i feel like i wont live another day. i would not wish the way i feel on my worst enemy. Yes, i am depressed but feel its only due to the anxiey and otherwise would be a normally happy person. i used to have good days but now i feel like every day there is a black cloud over my head and that nothing seems real. But like any anxious sufferer, i know that there is no giving up.
*fear of dying and constant worrying about the afterlife(even though I am a christian)
*fear of going insane or doing something psychotic
*extreme fear of anurysms and having them(i usually relate most of my physical symptoms to this)
*spacy and unreal feelings
*strange aches and unexplainable pains all over my body
*never ending dizziness and blurred vision
*feeling like my balance is off most of the time
*horrified of being alone and not succeding in life
*stomache pains in different places at different times
*numbness or tingling in left leg, face, limbs and hands
*feeling like im ging to pass out or die at any minute
*much trouble breathing
*trouble going to sleep and when i do i wake up shortly after feeling very very anxious
*loss of energy
*not much desire to do the things i used to love doing( unless i have been drinking
*trouble concentrating
*over anylizing and worring about everything
*pains in neck and chest
*migraine headaches
*chest flutters and heart palpitations
*overwhelming feeling of doom
This may seem like alot but i could spend all day explaing symtoms. I like to think that all this is anxiety, but like most everyone else who has this it is hard to convince yourself that there is nothing physically or mentally wrong. i feel like my life is spiraling downward and that there is no hope for me. I have gotten to the point where i feel like i wont live another day. i would not wish the way i feel on my worst enemy. Yes, i am depressed but feel its only due to the anxiey and otherwise would be a normally happy person. i used to have good days but now i feel like every day there is a black cloud over my head and that nothing seems real. But like any anxious sufferer, i know that there is no giving up.