joyce1980
29-09-08, 14:14
Well long story short:
I take 20mg paroxetine, if I don't I am very very unwell, like resting pulse 138, can't eat, vomit have irrational thoughts and can't eat.
I wanted a baby, I came off and during the few months off I went back to being loopy, my husband didn't want me to go back on meds as he thought I could "get over it"
I now have an appointment to see an Ob with my husband to find out if paroxetine will be ok as all this media about defects is scaring my husband and i'm scared I won't be able to take it and be mentaly unwell.
My husband is still negative and I want to do whats right but i can't be insane.
Oh what if the Ob says no way and my husband will agree and then they all just expect me to Be ok off meds............................
I am getting silly now but I can't help but feel alone, oh meds gave me a life but I have to go insane to try and have a kid??? i can't go back to that state:weep: :lac:
I take 20mg paroxetine, if I don't I am very very unwell, like resting pulse 138, can't eat, vomit have irrational thoughts and can't eat.
I wanted a baby, I came off and during the few months off I went back to being loopy, my husband didn't want me to go back on meds as he thought I could "get over it"
I now have an appointment to see an Ob with my husband to find out if paroxetine will be ok as all this media about defects is scaring my husband and i'm scared I won't be able to take it and be mentaly unwell.
My husband is still negative and I want to do whats right but i can't be insane.
Oh what if the Ob says no way and my husband will agree and then they all just expect me to Be ok off meds............................
I am getting silly now but I can't help but feel alone, oh meds gave me a life but I have to go insane to try and have a kid??? i can't go back to that state:weep: :lac: