D For Danger
01-10-08, 06:54
Hey guys, i'm new :)
Ok well about 1 1/2 years ago when i was still at school i had to climb a 6 story tower block for my science lessons. I was always a bit scared of heights but 6 storys inside a building was nothing.
Well one day when i was up there in one of my lessons suddonly for no aparant reason i felt like i was going to fall off the planet! I went all hot and sweaty and absolutely hated the feeling. I quickly run down to the ground level with barely any balance. That's the day i quit school, all because of that.
Since then ive had this feeling whenever i go about 2-3 storys high weither outside or in. Its a horrible feeling and has/is ruining my life! I've spoke with my parent's and they say its due to anxiety and im yet to see a docter but i should be seeing one soon, but i just wanted to ask you guys if you know anything about this, heard of it before or perhaps experienced it yourself?
My reasons for thinking its anxiety are all my life (according to my parents) ive been anxious. Whenever i do something im not used to doing daily, or stand out infront of the crowd (say, public speech) i get very nervous, butterflys in my stomach and that, same with when i meet new people. I also belive im depressed, often feeling suicidal and feeling worthless because of my appearence etc. Could depression make it worse ?
Well thank you for reading this!!
:yesyes:
Ok well about 1 1/2 years ago when i was still at school i had to climb a 6 story tower block for my science lessons. I was always a bit scared of heights but 6 storys inside a building was nothing.
Well one day when i was up there in one of my lessons suddonly for no aparant reason i felt like i was going to fall off the planet! I went all hot and sweaty and absolutely hated the feeling. I quickly run down to the ground level with barely any balance. That's the day i quit school, all because of that.
Since then ive had this feeling whenever i go about 2-3 storys high weither outside or in. Its a horrible feeling and has/is ruining my life! I've spoke with my parent's and they say its due to anxiety and im yet to see a docter but i should be seeing one soon, but i just wanted to ask you guys if you know anything about this, heard of it before or perhaps experienced it yourself?
My reasons for thinking its anxiety are all my life (according to my parents) ive been anxious. Whenever i do something im not used to doing daily, or stand out infront of the crowd (say, public speech) i get very nervous, butterflys in my stomach and that, same with when i meet new people. I also belive im depressed, often feeling suicidal and feeling worthless because of my appearence etc. Could depression make it worse ?
Well thank you for reading this!!
:yesyes: