Jon06121974
01-10-08, 13:15
Hi I was a bit of a regular on this site 6 months ago until i found a fantastic private phichiatrist who put me on venlafaxin for 3 months. i have been off of medication for 2 1/2 months and things seem to be slipping again in recent weeks.
I started around a year ago experiencing problems with my nervous system that made me have panic attacks and extreme tiredness and the GP could not sort me out despite a number of meds tried inc citalopram. i also had scans and test which were all fine. I saw psycologists and they couldnt help but this last psychiatrist sorted me (well got me functioning again).
I relocated with my family and got a new job in recruitment working from home which seemed ideal but despite being very over qualified i have not been able to make the job work which has left me in a very unstable position expecting the sack at any moment.
Im down because i want to be the business person i once was and have been beating myself up and putting so much pressure on myself to be a success again. i just feel like everything is going against me and im never going to move on and be proud of what i do and achieve again.
Ive considered starting my own business but im scared it will fail or my body wont cope with the pressures, i just want stability in my work life, to be able to pay the mortgae and laugh again.
Today ive been feeling down and getting nervous feelings in my stomach and getting out of bed is hard, my nerves are twitchy which is where this all started. My wife is amazing and wants to help and gives me lots of reasurance but i feel im letting her down, i love my kids but find them hard to cope with when their loud and demanding attention and find im snapping at them all the time and just want to hide.
It would be really good to hear from people in the same boat and try and find some positives. just so you know i was diagnosed as suffering from cyclothimia which is a depressive ilness but i cant find anyone who has had such severe physical symptoms and how they have coped.
maybe i just need a good kick up the backside who knows.
I started around a year ago experiencing problems with my nervous system that made me have panic attacks and extreme tiredness and the GP could not sort me out despite a number of meds tried inc citalopram. i also had scans and test which were all fine. I saw psycologists and they couldnt help but this last psychiatrist sorted me (well got me functioning again).
I relocated with my family and got a new job in recruitment working from home which seemed ideal but despite being very over qualified i have not been able to make the job work which has left me in a very unstable position expecting the sack at any moment.
Im down because i want to be the business person i once was and have been beating myself up and putting so much pressure on myself to be a success again. i just feel like everything is going against me and im never going to move on and be proud of what i do and achieve again.
Ive considered starting my own business but im scared it will fail or my body wont cope with the pressures, i just want stability in my work life, to be able to pay the mortgae and laugh again.
Today ive been feeling down and getting nervous feelings in my stomach and getting out of bed is hard, my nerves are twitchy which is where this all started. My wife is amazing and wants to help and gives me lots of reasurance but i feel im letting her down, i love my kids but find them hard to cope with when their loud and demanding attention and find im snapping at them all the time and just want to hide.
It would be really good to hear from people in the same boat and try and find some positives. just so you know i was diagnosed as suffering from cyclothimia which is a depressive ilness but i cant find anyone who has had such severe physical symptoms and how they have coped.
maybe i just need a good kick up the backside who knows.