anxious
04-10-08, 18:44
Hi there,
have been obsessing over a mole recently, one behind my ear so have to arm myself with two mirrors to look at it - couldn't possibly pick one in a nice easy place to see :D
Anyway decided it looked a bit pink, so keeping an eye on it (which involves some prodding and poking also:lac: ) This has been going on for a few weeks.
Anyway, yesterday i had another scare which resulted in a mad dash to the docs (need to do another thread on this) SO i toatally forgot about the mole for at least half a day:blush: On doing my afternoon check i discovered (horror of all horrors) that it had gone black!!!! in the middle. OMG talk about panic:scared15:
Well that was that, i was all but dead and burried :weep:
Anyway i eventually came down off the ceiling, thought rationally and had another look (and pick and squeeze) and it bled. So now i have a nice scab.
I actually think i caused it by nipping it etc over the last few days and causing like a blood blister. (Its one of those sticky out moles that you can get hold of and twist - if so minded).
So hopefully it might teach me a lesson to leave well alone.
I am sure some of you have done similar,
love anx xx
have been obsessing over a mole recently, one behind my ear so have to arm myself with two mirrors to look at it - couldn't possibly pick one in a nice easy place to see :D
Anyway decided it looked a bit pink, so keeping an eye on it (which involves some prodding and poking also:lac: ) This has been going on for a few weeks.
Anyway, yesterday i had another scare which resulted in a mad dash to the docs (need to do another thread on this) SO i toatally forgot about the mole for at least half a day:blush: On doing my afternoon check i discovered (horror of all horrors) that it had gone black!!!! in the middle. OMG talk about panic:scared15:
Well that was that, i was all but dead and burried :weep:
Anyway i eventually came down off the ceiling, thought rationally and had another look (and pick and squeeze) and it bled. So now i have a nice scab.
I actually think i caused it by nipping it etc over the last few days and causing like a blood blister. (Its one of those sticky out moles that you can get hold of and twist - if so minded).
So hopefully it might teach me a lesson to leave well alone.
I am sure some of you have done similar,
love anx xx