sharon1
09-10-08, 11:35
hi everyone i started postin on here a few months ago after been diagnosed with anxiety..mainly health anxiety, and manily worrying over having hiv...
well, i have carried this around with me for months now and have googled everything that confirmed my diagnosis that i definetly was hiv posotive..i had almost every symptom....yesterday i just couldnt take it any more and went and had the test..thank god it was negative...
i still have the symptoms but the relief was overwhelming...so i am making a promise NEVER to google my symptoms again and to really try get a grip of myself and stop wasting my life worrying..i know its going to be tough but i have to do it....
If anyone out there is doing what i have done for the last 6months then please go see your docotor, get a test, speak to someone because i have made myself physically ill and although its easy to say now it could have all been avoided if i had faced up to it in the beginning...
this anxiety SUCKS!!!!!
well, i have carried this around with me for months now and have googled everything that confirmed my diagnosis that i definetly was hiv posotive..i had almost every symptom....yesterday i just couldnt take it any more and went and had the test..thank god it was negative...
i still have the symptoms but the relief was overwhelming...so i am making a promise NEVER to google my symptoms again and to really try get a grip of myself and stop wasting my life worrying..i know its going to be tough but i have to do it....
If anyone out there is doing what i have done for the last 6months then please go see your docotor, get a test, speak to someone because i have made myself physically ill and although its easy to say now it could have all been avoided if i had faced up to it in the beginning...
this anxiety SUCKS!!!!!