pink
10-10-08, 20:00
hi everyone,
just posted message but wanted to say I so so so understand how everyones feeling. Suffer from awful health anxiety. Worrying really really bad at minute. Been getting nosebleeds since my nan passed away in january. had my nose cauterized 3 week ago, still getting the odd bleed, but am coughing bit of blood up in morning, trying to believe this just what may be going down my nose with it still healing in the night, but I always think the worse. Also since had my nose done, had near constsnt ringing in my ear. Am honestly going mad, its all I can think about, for over week and half, its not stopped. Awaiting chest xray results. Am so so scared. Been like this in the past so many times, I can't even remember, worse was probably when I convinced myself I could be HIV + because my glands were swollen, had test and everything, and it thank goodness turned out to be nothing. Honest I don't know how to stop this. Hope everyones ok, am here if anyone wants to talk
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just posted message but wanted to say I so so so understand how everyones feeling. Suffer from awful health anxiety. Worrying really really bad at minute. Been getting nosebleeds since my nan passed away in january. had my nose cauterized 3 week ago, still getting the odd bleed, but am coughing bit of blood up in morning, trying to believe this just what may be going down my nose with it still healing in the night, but I always think the worse. Also since had my nose done, had near constsnt ringing in my ear. Am honestly going mad, its all I can think about, for over week and half, its not stopped. Awaiting chest xray results. Am so so scared. Been like this in the past so many times, I can't even remember, worse was probably when I convinced myself I could be HIV + because my glands were swollen, had test and everything, and it thank goodness turned out to be nothing. Honest I don't know how to stop this. Hope everyones ok, am here if anyone wants to talk
pink xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx