thoughts and actions
12-10-08, 17:20
hi guys
Am going try and word this as clearly as i can- i kinda feel silly asking this.
Does any1 else compare themselves to other ppl to try and make them feel better but in a way it feels worse.
Like i have to drive to work and i hate it- but i drive past about 10 bus stops on the way- i dont do it on every1 but ill see some1 standing at bus stop andd be like "oh could be worse, i could be having to get on a bus."
If am in a shopping centre ill see like a mum having to cope with 3 children and 20 bags of shopping (dont honeslty no how u do it!1)
I even do it watching television programmes or with my friends that have to travel a lot as part of their job- in a way i think that makes me worse coz then i imbed a fear in myself about going on a bus, or travelling somewhere and we all know that fear feeds on panic!!
Dont really know why i posted this- just wanna see if any1 else does this or if u have any ideas on how to stop doing it lol
Am going try and word this as clearly as i can- i kinda feel silly asking this.
Does any1 else compare themselves to other ppl to try and make them feel better but in a way it feels worse.
Like i have to drive to work and i hate it- but i drive past about 10 bus stops on the way- i dont do it on every1 but ill see some1 standing at bus stop andd be like "oh could be worse, i could be having to get on a bus."
If am in a shopping centre ill see like a mum having to cope with 3 children and 20 bags of shopping (dont honeslty no how u do it!1)
I even do it watching television programmes or with my friends that have to travel a lot as part of their job- in a way i think that makes me worse coz then i imbed a fear in myself about going on a bus, or travelling somewhere and we all know that fear feeds on panic!!
Dont really know why i posted this- just wanna see if any1 else does this or if u have any ideas on how to stop doing it lol