ep20
19-10-08, 22:21
Hi, i have suffered from really bad HA, anxiety, ocd and depression for about a year now, and it had disappeared for a few weeks and i was feeling great.
So STUPIDLY i got the top of my ear pierced, id wanted it done and thought id be ok, but it triggered it back off again. I feel so stupid for taking advantage of the fact that i was feeling ok.
So tonight ive took it out cos i can't handle it, i'm terrified it'd get infected and i'll get blood poisoning.
2 years ago i went to a walk in clinic cos i had a really infected blister on my toe, and had a red line going up my leg, it tunred out that it was very near blood poisoning and if i hadnt gone when i had i would've ended up with blood poisoning.
So of course any cut i get i check it constantly for red lines(!)
But its different with an ear....how would i know?
So im feeling sick, dizzy, and have an headache and am convinced im gunna get blood poisoning.
I dunno what to do.
Ive been soooo stupid getting it pierced.
I'm seriously considering going to the walk in clinic in a min, just to convinced them its infected so i can get antibiotics, cos i think it might be ifected, its swollen, and theres a little bit of puss.
I had it done 3 days ago.
I feel a panic attack coming on...
I know this sounds stupid, but it feels so serios to me. I'm terrified. I had 3 panic attack last night in the space of and hour.
So STUPIDLY i got the top of my ear pierced, id wanted it done and thought id be ok, but it triggered it back off again. I feel so stupid for taking advantage of the fact that i was feeling ok.
So tonight ive took it out cos i can't handle it, i'm terrified it'd get infected and i'll get blood poisoning.
2 years ago i went to a walk in clinic cos i had a really infected blister on my toe, and had a red line going up my leg, it tunred out that it was very near blood poisoning and if i hadnt gone when i had i would've ended up with blood poisoning.
So of course any cut i get i check it constantly for red lines(!)
But its different with an ear....how would i know?
So im feeling sick, dizzy, and have an headache and am convinced im gunna get blood poisoning.
I dunno what to do.
Ive been soooo stupid getting it pierced.
I'm seriously considering going to the walk in clinic in a min, just to convinced them its infected so i can get antibiotics, cos i think it might be ifected, its swollen, and theres a little bit of puss.
I had it done 3 days ago.
I feel a panic attack coming on...
I know this sounds stupid, but it feels so serios to me. I'm terrified. I had 3 panic attack last night in the space of and hour.