shoogashooga12
25-10-08, 20:02
Hi, I'm new..
I'm 16 nearly 17 and have had social anxiety since i was 10-11 ish, lol
It's ruining everything..
If you want to hear.. i'll say, I don't have that many friends anymore because i'm the quiet one and i never get invited anywhere..even to birthdays! :mad:school is a nightmare cos everyone is loud, chatty, confident etc and i'll never be..i'm getting to the point that i can't loook teachers/the headteacher in the eye anymore and my voice changes :scared15:, goes all squeaky n quiet and i sometimes can't get the right thing to come out and end up asking or saying the wrong thing..i'm sick of the embarrasment of people mishearing me :weep:
oh yeah, and everybody thinks i'm a freak. x
I'm 16 nearly 17 and have had social anxiety since i was 10-11 ish, lol
It's ruining everything..
If you want to hear.. i'll say, I don't have that many friends anymore because i'm the quiet one and i never get invited anywhere..even to birthdays! :mad:school is a nightmare cos everyone is loud, chatty, confident etc and i'll never be..i'm getting to the point that i can't loook teachers/the headteacher in the eye anymore and my voice changes :scared15:, goes all squeaky n quiet and i sometimes can't get the right thing to come out and end up asking or saying the wrong thing..i'm sick of the embarrasment of people mishearing me :weep:
oh yeah, and everybody thinks i'm a freak. x