thoughts and actions
26-10-08, 17:16
hi guys
ive been a member of this site a few montsh and generally post around anxiety/panic attacks but the more threads ive read about emetophic the more i can relate to it.
I have a fear of being sick, people being sick and needing to go to the toilet in public (not for a number 1 and i dont mean actually going in public mean public loos lol) dont know if the last one is a system of it but wanted to post it n e way (taken a lot of courage for me to write it on here hehe)
If someone is near me and they say "i feel sick" my heart starts racing really fast and i start picturing them being sick or me being sick but its like an exorcist thing where it goes everywhere I also have a fear that i will be sick like anywhere and i wont no or feel it (coz i feel sick all the time) i will just be sitting then going bluuuugh, lol i carry 2 plastic bags with me whereever i go- i remember being in asda one day and this girl said she felt sick and i walked away n then i saw her in another aisle and i purposely walked away coz i again was having these images.
I think this means i am emetphobic- i just wanna no- how the hell do u get rid of it- i never have actually been sick and yes i should be saying well its never happened so wju should it but no i say "well this one time will be the time it happens" it does effect my everyday life and i feel a relief typing all this and getting it out on here- i dont think i have ever faced this- i work in a large call centre and when i smell sick from the toilets i take panic attacks- i constantly think i am going get sick and then that automatically makes me feel nauseous- is there anything anyone takes to get rid of the feeling?
thanks guys (and sorry for the long thread)
ive been a member of this site a few montsh and generally post around anxiety/panic attacks but the more threads ive read about emetophic the more i can relate to it.
I have a fear of being sick, people being sick and needing to go to the toilet in public (not for a number 1 and i dont mean actually going in public mean public loos lol) dont know if the last one is a system of it but wanted to post it n e way (taken a lot of courage for me to write it on here hehe)
If someone is near me and they say "i feel sick" my heart starts racing really fast and i start picturing them being sick or me being sick but its like an exorcist thing where it goes everywhere I also have a fear that i will be sick like anywhere and i wont no or feel it (coz i feel sick all the time) i will just be sitting then going bluuuugh, lol i carry 2 plastic bags with me whereever i go- i remember being in asda one day and this girl said she felt sick and i walked away n then i saw her in another aisle and i purposely walked away coz i again was having these images.
I think this means i am emetphobic- i just wanna no- how the hell do u get rid of it- i never have actually been sick and yes i should be saying well its never happened so wju should it but no i say "well this one time will be the time it happens" it does effect my everyday life and i feel a relief typing all this and getting it out on here- i dont think i have ever faced this- i work in a large call centre and when i smell sick from the toilets i take panic attacks- i constantly think i am going get sick and then that automatically makes me feel nauseous- is there anything anyone takes to get rid of the feeling?
thanks guys (and sorry for the long thread)