andie73
27-10-08, 17:36
Hi everyone
Does anyone fear a return of anx levels that they may have felt this time last year??? I was really anx from Oct to Dec last year and though there were a few possible explanations for that, I'm unsure what the real cause was. Part of me can't help blaming the dark nights as I seem so much better in the summer months, although heat can make me feel anx too, lol.
Anyway I was doing ok until the last few days when I've had really bad PMT and my anx levels have gone through the roof. I have been trying to concieve for over a year following a miscarriage 2 years ago, but no success. Today my health anx returned with avengence, as I'm feel I will have to have tests done on my hormone levels etc. This has been in my thoughts for months but for some reason has overwhelmed me this time. I can't help connecting this increase in anx to the clocks going back. Mind you, my sister had a miscarriage two weeks ago and that was very hard to deal with so maybe I'm just anx because of the whole pregnancy thing.
Either way today felt like it was last year and that was utter HELL. I can't possibly go through that again. My whole body feels rigid with anx and my hands are shaking. Every time I feel a bit light headed or jelly legged, I really panic and feel I'm going to collapse and be left for ages lying on the floor undiscovered omg, I sound crazy!!! SORRY
Does anyone fear a return of anx levels that they may have felt this time last year??? I was really anx from Oct to Dec last year and though there were a few possible explanations for that, I'm unsure what the real cause was. Part of me can't help blaming the dark nights as I seem so much better in the summer months, although heat can make me feel anx too, lol.
Anyway I was doing ok until the last few days when I've had really bad PMT and my anx levels have gone through the roof. I have been trying to concieve for over a year following a miscarriage 2 years ago, but no success. Today my health anx returned with avengence, as I'm feel I will have to have tests done on my hormone levels etc. This has been in my thoughts for months but for some reason has overwhelmed me this time. I can't help connecting this increase in anx to the clocks going back. Mind you, my sister had a miscarriage two weeks ago and that was very hard to deal with so maybe I'm just anx because of the whole pregnancy thing.
Either way today felt like it was last year and that was utter HELL. I can't possibly go through that again. My whole body feels rigid with anx and my hands are shaking. Every time I feel a bit light headed or jelly legged, I really panic and feel I'm going to collapse and be left for ages lying on the floor undiscovered omg, I sound crazy!!! SORRY