charlish74
12-11-08, 16:07
:weep: all week for me hasnt been to bad at all a few ups and down with anxiety a bit panic i was on 10mg 3 times a day of propranolol but yesterday the doctor put me up to 20mg twice a day as i had felt they were not working aswell, any way today i took my children to school felt a bit wobbly a bit sivk but i got there. my brother turned up and said shall we go and se mum at work he hadnt seen her for a while so he drove me there.on the way there in the car i felt panicy sick hot like flushes we got to the car park and i said to him please lets walk quick need to get to mum when we got there they paged my mum to say i was there she came over to me i said mum i feel really bad today. i had my diazepam in my pocket just incase i needed one i took one then not long after felt better on the way back i dont know if it all got to much or i felt let down after having not to much of a bad week but i said to him get me to the doctors now i was crying i havent cried since all this happened about 4 weeks ago now. i was more fed up because i took a diazepam. anywaY the doctore sore me almost atraight away hes given me citalopram he said the propranolol want quite enough. i told him i had read about them and i was scared of taking them also i said i was not deppressed at all he said that there not just for that they help anxiety but i said some side affects sound terrible he said dont read that bit you will be fine more so because im not depressed, i feel shacky and sick still now im scared to try these i really am, im fed up of telling my self im fine i can do this because some times its so strong when it hits you just dont know what to do its getting me down i dont get down im such a happy go lucky person i dont want to take another diazepam today but i still feel panicy ect maybe today was a bit much i dont know if any one can help me please do i want to know how they felt on these tablets and how i can sort of get through this he has put me down to see some one about itxx:weep: