nicros
15-11-08, 17:59
Hi well I have had 'one of those weeks' where so many things have upset me or stressed me out that I feel numb with it all. We still have the ongoing things like ill OH and illness in the family. But just when I thought this year couldn't get an worse it does. A close friend of mine has recently had a major stomach opp but has been in pain ever since and has had tests and she needs another major opp next year now, she is devestated, and to make things much worse for her ,her husband was diagnosed with cancer last week too, they are only in their 30's with 2 young kids, its awful. I have never known a year like this (since my mum died )I have lost friends and everyone I speak to seems to be having a crisis. The trouble is I just seem to feel numb like I can't feel anything anymore as one thing after another happens. I feel like I'm not really here anymore its horrible, not sure if my body is doing this so I can cope with it all. Thanks for reading this Nicola