MacAodh
20-11-08, 08:47
I've been feeling pretty bad lately, I keep having dreams where I feel forced to use violence to stop something happening, like people raping a young girl or a guy threatening me with a knife. I wake up feeling really disturbed and feel like a freak (more of a freak).
I stopped my counselling sessions last week, to be replaced with CBT in the near future. I don't think I went about it in the best way, as I don't have a date for the CBT yet, but my counsellor was a real bitch about letting me go too. She wanted me to stay but didn't seem to give a s**t about whether I was feeling better or anything, she just wanted to be paid (it was private), and to keep telling me how bad I was feeling.
I've also been waiting for my last employer to prepare my P45, and he keeps telling me he'll sort it, but still hasn't. Another guy at work owes me money too, and keeps giving excuses. Its all winding me up, and I'm getting depressed cos I don't know how to deal with it all. Don't really wanna face work today.
Thanks for listening,
J
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I stopped my counselling sessions last week, to be replaced with CBT in the near future. I don't think I went about it in the best way, as I don't have a date for the CBT yet, but my counsellor was a real bitch about letting me go too. She wanted me to stay but didn't seem to give a s**t about whether I was feeling better or anything, she just wanted to be paid (it was private), and to keep telling me how bad I was feeling.
I've also been waiting for my last employer to prepare my P45, and he keeps telling me he'll sort it, but still hasn't. Another guy at work owes me money too, and keeps giving excuses. Its all winding me up, and I'm getting depressed cos I don't know how to deal with it all. Don't really wanna face work today.
Thanks for listening,
J
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