oshun
16-06-05, 13:08
yeh i know i just posted something, but the postman just came, and there was nothing for me.
i was told originally that it could take up to 2 months for this legal affair to be sorted out, but it will be 1 year next month.
at one stage i neraly gave up my life, not going out at all, too scared of a postal deliver with bad news etc etc, when it got very bad i tried to kill myself. i think it was only at that stage that family/freinds it finally sunk in to them, all this time i have been trting to expain to them about severe anxiety disorder, that is was having such a crippling effect on me and my life.
i know that if i get bad news it could be a criminal prosection. is it such a big deal? the soliciter says if that happens , it is the end. but im not sure in waht sense she meant. i try to have postive thoughts about criminal prosection. did you know that winona ryder and halle barry both have criminal prosectins and had to to community service? if they can do it so can i. the only thing is, i am not a criminal. the "crime" is that i mismanaged my money and got into very serios debt, whilst being too ill with anxiety to beaheve anyhtng like normal. i thought my mum had been taken over by aliens and was an imposter, for. e.g. so i dont think people should be punshsed for being ill, and not being able to fuction normally.
i could go on for ages more:) it is a relief to be able to type this and know at least someone will read it, and i wil have communicated.
thanks so much everyone :)
oshun
i was told originally that it could take up to 2 months for this legal affair to be sorted out, but it will be 1 year next month.
at one stage i neraly gave up my life, not going out at all, too scared of a postal deliver with bad news etc etc, when it got very bad i tried to kill myself. i think it was only at that stage that family/freinds it finally sunk in to them, all this time i have been trting to expain to them about severe anxiety disorder, that is was having such a crippling effect on me and my life.
i know that if i get bad news it could be a criminal prosection. is it such a big deal? the soliciter says if that happens , it is the end. but im not sure in waht sense she meant. i try to have postive thoughts about criminal prosection. did you know that winona ryder and halle barry both have criminal prosectins and had to to community service? if they can do it so can i. the only thing is, i am not a criminal. the "crime" is that i mismanaged my money and got into very serios debt, whilst being too ill with anxiety to beaheve anyhtng like normal. i thought my mum had been taken over by aliens and was an imposter, for. e.g. so i dont think people should be punshsed for being ill, and not being able to fuction normally.
i could go on for ages more:) it is a relief to be able to type this and know at least someone will read it, and i wil have communicated.
thanks so much everyone :)
oshun