DeanOz
20-11-08, 11:58
Hi everyone
Ive done a few posts on here now ,and i do really appreciate those who answer or just read them........it helps.
A poster in a previous post brought up a good valid point that seems to explain more about me:
A)Either you think you have something deadly and you need to get it looked at.
-or-
B) You think you already have it , and fear that you will pass it onto others and kill them.
I seem to fall into the (B) more then (A) , but i would like to know , what exactly is the condition called to be thinking/suffering along those lines?.
I do have other factors that come into play as well , like washing hands all the time , cleaning the kitchen/food areas over and over , changing the tea towel before guest arrive to make sure its clean ect ect.
I thought if the "condition" could be narrowed down to a name , i could then look into it more , and perhaps do study cases on it on what other people have done and try and help myself.
I know it can be a deep and complex thing but will try and beat this myself.
Also , i still don't know what even triggered this in me? and i why i even think this way.No other family member has these problems.
Regards Dean :)
Ive done a few posts on here now ,and i do really appreciate those who answer or just read them........it helps.
A poster in a previous post brought up a good valid point that seems to explain more about me:
A)Either you think you have something deadly and you need to get it looked at.
-or-
B) You think you already have it , and fear that you will pass it onto others and kill them.
I seem to fall into the (B) more then (A) , but i would like to know , what exactly is the condition called to be thinking/suffering along those lines?.
I do have other factors that come into play as well , like washing hands all the time , cleaning the kitchen/food areas over and over , changing the tea towel before guest arrive to make sure its clean ect ect.
I thought if the "condition" could be narrowed down to a name , i could then look into it more , and perhaps do study cases on it on what other people have done and try and help myself.
I know it can be a deep and complex thing but will try and beat this myself.
Also , i still don't know what even triggered this in me? and i why i even think this way.No other family member has these problems.
Regards Dean :)