crunchie01
20-11-08, 14:38
im off to drs again at 4.20pm, i cant deal with this anymore, when i got up this morning i thought i am not thinking about moles,cancer etc etc, and i did quite well for about an hour and then i found myself checking moles again,why do i do this to myself?
i feel so silly going to drs again as i only went the other day, i feel like going in with a bag on my head i feel that silly, this HA seems to be getting out of hand again at moment i dont know if its because im a bit down,money worries,fella problems etc maybe this has woke it up again, i dont know.
i think deep down i know there is nothing wrong with the moles, i now have 2 i want lookin at :blush:
neither of them has changed but they are just different from my other moles,
i explained on a thread yesterday how one of them looked
the other one is under my right arm near to my arm pit, its not changed in any way but it is light brown, perfect borders etc it just has a bit of dark brown at edge it isnt black just a bit darker brown than rest of it but it is still a perfect border where the brown bit is and it is only little i dont even know why i looked at it ...:blush:
i have got to get this sorted there is so much i want to do with my life, and i feel this is holding me back and its affecting everything with my fella, the kids etc i just want to be happy
i am dreading going to the drs evnen though i think it is ok im terrified i will be told its not :weep:
i feel so silly going to drs again as i only went the other day, i feel like going in with a bag on my head i feel that silly, this HA seems to be getting out of hand again at moment i dont know if its because im a bit down,money worries,fella problems etc maybe this has woke it up again, i dont know.
i think deep down i know there is nothing wrong with the moles, i now have 2 i want lookin at :blush:
neither of them has changed but they are just different from my other moles,
i explained on a thread yesterday how one of them looked
the other one is under my right arm near to my arm pit, its not changed in any way but it is light brown, perfect borders etc it just has a bit of dark brown at edge it isnt black just a bit darker brown than rest of it but it is still a perfect border where the brown bit is and it is only little i dont even know why i looked at it ...:blush:
i have got to get this sorted there is so much i want to do with my life, and i feel this is holding me back and its affecting everything with my fella, the kids etc i just want to be happy
i am dreading going to the drs evnen though i think it is ok im terrified i will be told its not :weep: