LisaS
17-06-05, 21:04
hi all,
I got a job!! I had an interview on wednesday which went well.. i had a good swig of rescue remedy beforehand and thought i may as well just go for it and see what happens. 70 people went for the job and I just got a call saying they want to offer me the job!!! yay!!! I'm so proud of myself!
I'm sorry but I have done a few what ifs, but i guess i'm just anxious about going 'back to work' and how i'll cope, but i guess thats normal..
thanks for all your support everyone.. I didn't mention I had an interview as I didn't want to get nervous..
For those who dont know me, back in February I was a mess. Basically I started experiencing panic attacks again quite frequently and thought I had got rid of them 2 years before.. They began to take over my life, I stopped going out and stopped going to uni.. I would sit in my house absolutely petrified of everything, even going into another room, I was full of high level anxiety. I was having devastating negative irrational thoughts that invaded me all day and was phoning the Samaritans thinking I was going mad. I cried often with frustration and thought my life was over as I knew it.. things have gradually improved.. it has taken time and more time than I had hoped but have slowly built up the courage to take very small steps increasing my confidence slowly. I still have down days but these are getting much less and they dont last as long anymore.. so things can get better and I for one, thought they never could.
love lisa [8D]
xxx
"do not fear to hope...Each time we smell the autumn's dying scent, we know that primrose time will come again"
I got a job!! I had an interview on wednesday which went well.. i had a good swig of rescue remedy beforehand and thought i may as well just go for it and see what happens. 70 people went for the job and I just got a call saying they want to offer me the job!!! yay!!! I'm so proud of myself!
I'm sorry but I have done a few what ifs, but i guess i'm just anxious about going 'back to work' and how i'll cope, but i guess thats normal..
thanks for all your support everyone.. I didn't mention I had an interview as I didn't want to get nervous..
For those who dont know me, back in February I was a mess. Basically I started experiencing panic attacks again quite frequently and thought I had got rid of them 2 years before.. They began to take over my life, I stopped going out and stopped going to uni.. I would sit in my house absolutely petrified of everything, even going into another room, I was full of high level anxiety. I was having devastating negative irrational thoughts that invaded me all day and was phoning the Samaritans thinking I was going mad. I cried often with frustration and thought my life was over as I knew it.. things have gradually improved.. it has taken time and more time than I had hoped but have slowly built up the courage to take very small steps increasing my confidence slowly. I still have down days but these are getting much less and they dont last as long anymore.. so things can get better and I for one, thought they never could.
love lisa [8D]
xxx
"do not fear to hope...Each time we smell the autumn's dying scent, we know that primrose time will come again"